Perfect SCARS

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I'm so not a party person
Am bored to my toes right now
And I seem to be the only one, everyone seem to be having the time of their lives especially Julie

She's so wasted, she even went on stage and gave us the most terrible karaoke vocals I have had to endure this night and trust me there's been alot of terrible singers here tonight

But julie's own was just something else..... I guess I felt bad because I know her. On stage she was jumping around and acting like a child
And her skirt..... Oh lord they were riding way up her thighs and everyone was staring. Everyone except the one she really wanted

I feared she might fall from her heels and I hate myself for not insisting she remove them but she's still a classy lady, she managed to stay balance and keep her style in check

Tonight. She didn't look or act like a mother or an high class rich bitch, she was just so free so happy...

She was enjoying herself and I'm kind of glad she gets to loosen up even though it was too much but she's having fun and that's what important

Simon of course... The king of alcohol supply was going back and forth to keep our table busy....... You wouldn't believe it was just three people taking all this amount of alcohol.
Well let's say two and half because..... I'm sure Julie cannot handle half the alcohol this guys have consumed... She would be completely knocked out

Simon is well drunk but still drinking.... Philip on the other hand as been really quiet sipping his drinks but I'm sure he has had alot even if he doesn't look drunk

I guess am going to drive.... Since am the only alcohol free person here and I hate driving at night

Am just waiting for Julie to have her second karaoke experience and we can go home because she won't stop blabbing about it

I excused myself and walked out..... I think this is the most I have spent in a bar..... I rarely even go out am always on my own.... In my apartment watching a movie or working mostly working so I don't just have time for any of that

And I don't even have friends.... My friends are my clients and when it business related we can meet wherever pleases the client and immediately we are done am leaving

Britney and Odelia were the closest ones I had to friends and we only dined a day before I traveled.

My only friend had been Mira and I know I didn't keep touch with her when she moved here because of my tight schedule but I always recognize her as my true friend

We've been through thicks and thin together and she's been like a sister to me.. I feel bad that now that we are here together..  Shit had to happen and we began to slowly drift away

I did send her a hundred and fifty thousand after I left her house and she hasn't even said a word to me or ask about where am staying now

I feel bad about it but I do think she'll come around eventually..... She's not an horrible person, she's just going through rough times and I have to understand that

Outside feels better, the bar feels suffocated, it's crowdy and small and so busy.... I don't understand how people enjoy doing this often

I was resting on the balcony when a guy approached me

"Damn!  Girl... You look like a whole meal.. My favorite kind "

I turned and look at him... He was not even a guy... He was a boy. Whatever he's smoking must have gotten into his head. I ignored him and look away

"Babe am talking to you "
His fingers slightly touched my shoulder.  . I looked at him disgustingly and I was about to give him a dirty slap when a deeper voice interrupted

"Don't You think .. You Are overstepping your bounds boy"

I turn to his Philip standing by the entrance

"Boy..... Am no boy nigga... Am an OG"

"Well run along OG...... This ain't your kind "

He turned and look at me with a huge grin ..... I battered my eye lashes at him and he walk away

"Thanks "
I said softly

"Are You OK "

"Yeah  am fine "

"You look exhausted...... Are you tired, do you want us to go home now "

"Has Julie done her last Karaoke 🎤 "

"That's not important.... We'll have to go.... If you tired "

"No..... I can't do that, I know she's having fun, I can't ruin that for her"

"That's not it..... She's wasted already and probably doesn't even know what she's doing "

"Let her enjoy her night.... If I want to go... I'll just order for Uber "

"No... I won't let you go alone, whenever you are ready let me know.. We're leaving that minute"

"look who is talking... You're pretty drunk yourself.... I wonder how you can still stand on your feet "

He laughed..... So cranky but cute.... He doesn't laugh often but when he does... His face softens

"Is that what you think..... I always rationalize my drink.... I know when am getting drunk, "

"So You are not drunk now"

"Not really "

"You had a lot...... You shouldn't even be driving "

"I drink thrice this quantity  in a day and I still drive..... No big deal "

"Doesn't mean it safe "

"Alright have it your way... I'll let you drive "

"That wasn't even up for a debate "

He laughed out.... And I joined him
Are we really having a conversation right now
I know am beginning to warm up around him but isn't this going too far

"We should go back in am sure.... Simon would be wondering were we are "

I know if I say Juliet, he would just wave it aside...

"Why..... You dont want to enjoy some peace and quiet "

"I do..... Is just that, I didn't exactly tell anyone where I was heading "

"Don't worry about that....just stay here with me only for a little while "

He held my hand in his and stared out at the moon.

This would have been paradise
I really did enjoy his company but I can't wish for anything more

No matter how hard he tries to flirt with me
By now I know his leopard can never change it skin