AN: this is a filler chapter.. It not suppose to exist but to clear some loop holes before the epilogue I had to create this one...
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The mind is one thing
And the heart is another
When they do not want the same thing
The body suffers
And my body suffered
I have lived with so much hatred and anger all my life.... I didn't think it would be destroying me. I just felt like I needed to blame everyone for my trauma, hate someone for my mystery
What I didn't realize was that I had given him my heart in the process. I forgot how to love, how to live and enjoy life and all I could think of was justice and I deserve to get justice but at what cost.... Losing my mind in the process
I let my pain decide my fate
And even as I strive harder.
My life became a complicated mess
After I ran away from the hospital the first thing that came to my mind
Was to go home, pack my stuff and leave... If I had my passport with me. I would have probably gone straight to the airport.
I wouldn't care that I would be a murderer on the run.... I wouldn't think I would lose the man that I love.
I arrived at my apartment and quickly throw a few important stuff in my small backbag ... I picked my keys from the table and was heading out
When I opened the door, I stood face to face with miss Pamela.
What was she doing here
I tried to even my breathing
But the disappointment in her eyes made me crumble to the floor and burst into tears
After a while of calming down, we sat on the couch together for a long time without uttering any word
"I can't believe... I was going to runaway "
"You thought.. You had no choice sweetie, I can't blame you for that "
"I feel so awful....... If I was complaining of a terrible life before. This is way worse. The things that I do are just so outrageous.. I am disgusted by my own actions "
"You didn't think it would come down to this.. None of us did, but am here for you and together we can work this out, stop thinking that you are alone in this world because you aren't anymore...... We care about you and we love you so don't ever forget that"
I sniffled and shake my head
"I didn't even realize the kind of trouble you would be in... If I had just got up and leave.... "
My phone rings , but my head hurts I don't think I can talk to anyone
The call ended and it rang again.
Aunt Pamela took the phone out of my bag
"Ohh I think it a video call.. "I hissed "From Julie "
"What... " I grabbed the phone from her and it was indeed Julie, I jumped up
Why is she calling me
Did something happen to Philip
Oh my God...
I punched the answer button with trembling fingers
And raise the phone further so she can see me
She was staring back at the camera with a pale face, she must have been crying endlessly
"Genesis...... Can you hear me"
Her voice was low and cranky but I could hear her
"Yes... I can hear you "
"I couldn't find you.. Are you still in the hospital "
"No.. I left, am in my house "
I looked over at aunt Pamela who seem uncomfortable too... I just gave Julie my location the police can be here any minute
"Ohh... Well, that was fast..... Anyway Philip has been asking to talk to you "
"He's awake "
"Yes... Just now "
"Okay do you want me to come to the hospital or something "
"I don't think he can wait for that.... He need to see you now so am going to pass him the phone "
"Julie... Are.. U... Is that OK by you "
"What can I do.... He wants to see so badly... I think I can give him that or else I might just lose him forever "
She moved away from the camera , i wanted to apologize to her and after a few seconds of rumble
Philip was staring at me from his hospital bed
"Ohh my God... Philip "
"Hey.. Where are you, are you OK.. Did anyone hurt you "
"No am fine, am at home.. Are You doing OK.. I was so scared "
"Am tired of waking up without you by my side... It getting really frustrating.... I just heard about the whole issue.... I don't what she was thinking.. Accusing you of pushing me but dont worry I have called for my lawyer and everything will be sorted out as soon as he gets here.... If anyone should be in jail.. It should be me... Am sorry for the misunderstanding... You don't deserve to suffer anymore for my sake "
I was in full blown tears right now
He is waving everything
"Philip.... I think you need to rest "
"I will after I stop all these silly accusations against you "
"They are not silly..... I deserve.. "
"Shhh... Shu shush, wipe those tears Angel.. Have caused you more than enough pain, I will make the confessions too, enough of living a lie "
He sob gently
"No... You are not making any confession Philip, we are not going down that road anymore "
"You can't be serious "
"I am.... But I need you to rest now pls"
"How can I do that when I know you will be further away from me when I wake up "
"No.. My love.. I will be right beside you..when You wake up.. Am not running anymore..... I promise "
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Mystery / ThrillerThe trauma of her childhood taunts her and she couldn't push the memories away So when she found out about him She had to leave everything behind to seek justice for the pains he caused her But on seeking for revenge... Love got twisted in betwee...
