Perfect SCARS

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With the way my heart was pounding I just have to confess to myself that I am still intimidated by this man

But if I just dance around like a jelly fish out of his water...... He'll feel he has that much power over me

"Why are you yelling at me "
I said too softly than I would have wanted

"What! "

"Why are you yelling at me Philip "

"No.... I wasn't "

"Yes... You were, You were raising your voice at me and I do not like it "

"Am sorry it came out that way.... I didn't mean to yell... I was just..... Well I was just worried that's it "

Although I don't quite get why he would be this worried about me..... If it was Simon maybe I'll understand but him...... It just doesn't feel right ,

"For whatever reason it may be... You don't have any right to yell at me like am a child...... I'm an adult I can handle my own business "

I look around and I still dont feel better even after i said those words...

"And what are you doing here..... How did you know I live here "

He ran his hand over his head and his face..... Has he figured everything out... Am I in trouble... I took few steps back slowly until my back hit my car

"I.... Didn't know you live here "
I don't think so

"I was going out but I wasn't really in the mood so I was in between going out and going back to the house so I just park here and then you pulled over...... Then I saw you and I was wondering why you didn't pick my calls or that of Simon, he said you were coming and then you didnt come....... And we thought something had happened to you...perhaps You missed your way... And got lost,,,  So in the spite of the moment I lost my cool..... Am sorry about that "

How did he manage to make me look foolish all of a sudden.
I thought I had things under control and I was getting him to talk but apparently he's too smart for that and you cannot play a fast one on him... No matter how hard you try.
Now I don't even know what to say and I can't come up with any reason why I wasn't picking up their calls and I know I can't tell him the truth either

"You know what...... It's cool, "
He continued
"You are an adult, You can handle things on your own.... Am sorry I was a bit too much "

"It's okay...... I was a bit too much too.... I am just stressed and I wasn't expecting to see you.... "

"Well i wasn't expecting to see you here too..... When you said you moved into the estate..... I didn't think it be right in front of our house "

"Yeah.... I know right, I was just uhm confused I guess, no not uhmm confused... I was surprised too and I waz like ..... what are the odds.... I didn't even know until I have made the whole payment "

Gosh...... That's so scattered, am sure he must have notice my nervousness, I can't even construct a sentence without cracking.... I'm thinking too much and it's beginning to affect the words that comes out of my mouth

"It's cool..... It's good to have you around "

"Yeah "

"Okay so.... Good night, take care of yourself "

"I will.... You do have a great night "

I waited for him to hop into his car and drive back into his building. I stood and watch the car drive in and the gates shut back before I drove my ride inside and went to my apartment