Adopted by Jeffrey Dean Morgan

Finally Talking to Jared

After the whole pie incident, I went back to the Supernatural set then headed
home and decided that I was going to post another song. I didn’t know what to
sing so I went to Instagram and posted on my story with a poll and the choices
were A Trophy Father’s Trophy Son by SWS and Until the End by Breaking
Benjamin and I checked after thirty minutes Until the End won by two percent. So
I started recording on my camera and started singing
“So clever, whatever, I'm done with these endeavors. Alone I walk the winding way.
It's over, no longer, I feel it growing stronger. I'll live to die another day, until I fade away.
Why give up, why give in?
It's not enough, it never is.
So I will go on until the end.
We've become desolate.
It's not enough, it never is.
So I will go on until the end.
Surround me, it's easy to fall apart completely. I feel you creeping up again.
It's over, no longer, I feel it growing colder. I knew this day would come to end, so let this life
begin.
Why give up, why give in?
It's not enough, it never is.
So I will go on until the end.
We've become desolate.
It's not enough, it never is.
But I will go on until the end.
I've lost my way.
I've lost my way, but I will go on until the end.
Living is hard enough without you fucking up.
Why give up, why give in?
It's not enough, it never is.
So I will go on until the end.”
When I got to the last couple of lines, I heard a familiar clicking sound so I
knew my dad was recording.
We've become desolate.
It's not enough, it never is.
But I will go on until the end. I've lost my way.
I've lost my way, but I will go on until the end.
The final fight I win,
the final fight I win,
the final fight I win, but I will go on until the end.
Then I turned to his camera and said, “there’s a snippet of tomorrows
video.” then I turned to my camera and stopped recording it took me two
hours, but I finally got the video edited how I like it then headed to bed. I
started thinking about when I came back after I left.
***FLASHBACK***
Jeffrey finally went to bed and I was just sitting outside on the patio with my
boys (my wolves) I was thinking about how everything’s been this past
couple of months and Blazed straightened up and licked my face. I smiled
but it quickly went away I realized how much I had messed with the cast of
Supernatural lives up I sent my boys back into the woods and headed to
my room. I cried myself to sleep that night and when I woke up, I didn’t get
out of bed I just stayed in bed all day surprisingly dad got the boys to come
in the house the jumped on my bed and cuddled my he crouched next to
my bed and said, “it’s okay sweetheart we all forgive you, you were just
trying to fix something that you couldn’t have predicted.” then he kissed my
forehead and left my room going to his.”
***END OF FLASHBACK***
When I woke up I got ready and headed to the set of Supernatural again
and went to Jared’s trailer again I knocked and this time the door swung
open revealing a woman who looked me up and down, “and who would you
be?” she said in a snobbish voice, “I’m here to talk to Jared.” I answered
rudely if she was going to be rude, I’ll be rude right back. He came to the
door and said, “I got this Gen.” then I stepped out of the trailer after closing
the door. “What can I help you with Gabrielle?” he asked that stung a bit
but I took a break and said, “I got wanted to apologize about what
happened a year ago but you obviously have a guest so I’ll leave you alone
then.” then I quickly walked off to Jensen’s trailer he opened the door and
saw the tears in my eyes quickly wrapping me a hug and tried calming me
down. “I can’t explain what happened he looks happy with her.” I sobbed
into his chest he rubbed my back and I listened to his heartbeat trying to calm down eventually I did and he looked me in the eyes and said, “he’s
not happy all he talks about is how he misses you and how he regrets not
letting you explain what happened.” I thought about what he said for a
moment then thanked him and ran back to Jared’s trailer. I knocked on his
door and Jared answered I didn’t see the girl in there anymore, so I
grabbed his face and smashed my lips onto his.