Adopted by Jeffrey Dean Morgan

Hope They Don't Find Out

The text read, "I'm sorry." Something told me he didn't mean it I felt an itch in my wrist and I ignored it I didn't reply to Jared and I just laid down starting to cry then I got up and headed downstairs and walked out by the pool and whistles I heard howls back and a couple minutes later I saw my boys running over to me Blaze let me use him as a pillow while Salem and Zeus snuggled into my side I took comfort in my boys. When I opened my eyes the sun was starting to rise so I got up and headed back inside I decided I was going to try and ignore Jared today. I got ready in my normal attire and headed downstairs and I told my dad, "hey I'm going to head to the Walking Dead set before I start filming so I'll see you at set." Then I hugged him and headed out I got to the Walking Dead set and looked for Norman but couldn't find so I saw a boy standing with Chandler so I walked up to them and asked, "Hey you guys know where Norman is?" Chandler ignored me while the boys said, "hey I'm Mingus my dad is right over there." He pointed and I saw him "thanks I'm Gabrielle by the way you can choose a nickname of you want." Then I headed towards Norman. I told what happened last night and he simply answered, "I'm gonna kick his ass." I chuckled then told him I had to head to set I hugged him then headed over. I saw Jared and sure enough he was with "Gen" she gave me an evil smirk when she saw me I teared up but I blinked the tears away and headed to make up. Today was supposed to be the scenes of where I get kidnapped by the Winchester boys I wasn't looking forward to it since that meant Jared was there. I tried to finish up the scenes as fast as possible when we did I practically ran away from Jared and I ran into her and she whispered in my ear, "He wanted a real woman and that's what he got." I walked away with tears streaming down my face I quickly wiped them away and headed home. I was alone for a while since dad had to shoot some more scenes so I just headed to my room my stomach growled but I just ignored it. I got a text and I saw it was Jared I opened it and I saw, "why don't you just rid yourself no one cares about you and just want you gone." I knew it was her so I tried to ignore but I knew she was right to a certain extent. I walked over to the bathroom and looked in the mirror I saw so many things wrong with me then I did early so I thought maybe she was right.
        
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I opened my make up bag and at the bottom were razor blades from last time I picked it up and held it in my palm for a moment then pulled up my shorts and pressed down i did it two three more times before snapping out of it I threw the razor in the toilet then flushed in I quickly wrapped up the cuts and rolled down my shorts.

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I laid in bed and just cried I heard my phone buzz and I looked at it, it was an unrecognized number so I opened it and it read, "hey it's Mingus dad gave me your number how are you?" I replied with, "hey Mingus I'm alright." I just laid in bed later on I heard a knock on the door then it opened, "hey dinners ready." I heard dad, "I already ate earlier I'm just gonna head to sleep." I lied he nodded then closed the door.