Adopted by Jeffrey Dean Morgan

Birthday Surprises

Today was my seventeenth birthday and I felt like something good was going to come from my birthday for once. I was up to the sound of rustling which confused me I sat up and I saw a basket I got up from my bed and saw ferret. It was so cute (I actually want a ferret and a fox, so my family calls me weird) I picked it up and it nuzzled into the crook of my elbow and then my dad walked in and, “I remembered you saying how you wanted a ferret so I got you one, also we’re heading to Jensen’s so start getting ready.” as he went out the door I asked, “Can the twins come with us?” he nodded and continued down the hallway I laid Dresden (ferret also if you get the reference, I love you) and got a navy blue skater 

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      Birthday Surprises 

Today was my seventeenth birthday and I felt like something good was going to come from my birthday for once. I was up to the sound of rustling which confused me I sat up and I saw a basket I got up from my bed and saw ferret. It was so cute (I actually want a ferret and a fox, so my family calls me weird) I picked it up and it nuzzled into the crook of my elbow and then my dad walked in and, “I remembered you saying how you wanted a ferret so I got you one, also we’re heading to Jensen’s so start getting ready.” as he went out the door I asked, “Can the twins come with us?” he nodded and continued down the hallway I laid Dresden (ferret also if you get the reference, I love you) and got a navy blue skater dress I went into the bathroom changed and applied some natural make then walked out and didn’t see Dresden then he wiggled out of the closet with some strappy heels. I picked her up and put her in her cage then put the heels on and grabbed my camera then went downstairs I saw dad standing there with the vanilla cupcakes I made last night. We drove to Jensen’s and when we entered the house I got picked up and thrown over a shoulder I quickly realized it was Jared and I just giggled, “can you put me down now I’m wearing a dress.” he put me down and I snapped a picture of him smiling then walked over and snapped a picture of dad talking to Uncle Jensen and Uncle Misha we walked outside, and they gave me my presents Jensen gave me a black princess cut ring, Misha gave me a blue angel wing necklace, and Jared walked out of the house with a large box it moved then fell over revealing a Husky/German Shepard puppy it ran over to me and I picked it up and cuddled with it thanking Jared the whole time. It came time to leave and I walked over to Jared and thanked him again then kissed him bye when I did, I heard the click of my camera and pulled away seeing Jensen holding my camera along with my dad holding his phone. We drove home and I went to my room and turned on my camera saying, “Hey guys this song is going to be more personal to me than normal, so I just wanted to let you know the song is called Shattered by Trading Yesterday  

Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding.
Fall into your sunlight. 
The future's open wide, beyond believing. 
To know why, hope dies. 
Losing what was found, a world so hollow. 
Suspended in a compromise. 

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The silence of this sound, is soon to follow. 
Somehow, sundown. 

And finding answers. 
Is forgetting all of the questions we called home. 
Passing the graves of the unknown. 

As reason clouds my eyes, with splendor fading. 
Illusions of the sunlight. 
And a reflection of a lie, will keep me waiting. 
With love gone, for so long. 

And this day's ending. 
Is the proof of time killing, all the faith I know. 
Knowing that faith, is all I hold. 

And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand. 
Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love, without, love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on. 
But I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning. 
Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart. 
Let me go and I will run, I will not be silent. 
All this time spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain. 
All is lost, hope remains, and this war's not over. 
There's a light, there's the sun, taking all shattered ones. 
To the place we belong, and his love will conquer all. 

And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand. 
Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love, without, love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on. 
But I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning. 
Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart. 
Let me go and I will run, I will not be silent. 
All this time spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain. 
All is lost, hope remains, and this war's not over. 
There's a light, there's the sun, taking all shattered ones. 
To the place we belong, and his love will conquer all. 

Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding.
Fall into your sunlight. 

I ended the video then spent two hours editing the video then headed downstairs and ate dinner I took a shower and just sat there thinking about all the mistakes I made over the last year I feel like I don’t deserve Jared that he deserves better than someone like me. I heard Jeffrey knocking on the door asking if I was alright, I yelled yeah then got out of the shower when I saw the clock, I realized I was in there for over an hour. I crawled into bed trying not to cry I slowly drifted into darkness.