Unofficial Personal Bodyguard | JIKOOK

IV - Hairstyle

"Well sit down." he pushed his chair to me. So I listened. 

Moments like these had me wonder how amazing it is that even though he has such a horrible mental illness, he can still enjoy some fun. Even though his medication doesn't work all the time. 

For example he is amazing at playing piano and is doing great with gymnastics too. 

Sometimes when he does something he likes, could be anything from doing his make up to playing said piano, he would space out and live in his own world where he is the only one. In such a case people can watch him do really cool stuff without him getting anxious about it. 

I planned to make him play piano and pretend he'd play just for me to make him zoom out so he can show our music class that he isn't just that guy with anxiety, not just that guy who never looks at anyone. 

Even now he was  brushing my hair with his mindless, almost foolish, smile that meant he was in his own world. 

And what is also mind blowing to me is how even spaced out like that, he doesn't tug onto my hair or hurt me in any way. He is still really gentle and soft. 

"Do you want a lot of volume?" he suddenly asked meaning he got out of his daydream. 

"Sure. I want exactly what you imagine in your mind for me." I smiled. 

"Curls?" he asked giggling a bit. 

"Why not." I agreed. 

He then started putting all his attention into my hair. Some people might find this kind of hanging out boring but to me it's fun. I love to see what Jimin creates, no matter if it's hair, make up, art, sport and so on. And I love to sit it through with him. 

"Careful." I mumbled as Jimin picked up a curling iron. 

"Don't worry so much." he laughed and plugged it into the outlet. 

"I'm just watching out for you." I smiled and watched him. 

"Can you help me with the settings?" he handed me the hair iron. 

I changed up the heat and handed it back to him. He probably would be able to do it himself but..I'm not sure if it's his anxiety but he prefers when someone, usually me, helps him.

"Thank you Kookie." his lips formed a big smile and he got back to my hair. 

I sat there for a good hour before Jimin decided he was done. He then got out a mirror and handed it to me. 

I looked at my hair and smiled. He was really good at styling in general. 

"I love it." I smiled and looked at him.