Unofficial Personal Bodyguard | JIKOOK

XXIV - Guilt

I sat by Jimin until late at night. Doctors asked me if I wanna stay and I said yes just to make it possible for nurses and doctors to come in and check up stuff. 

I also felt horribly guilty. 

And Jimin's parents let me know they can't come here so I should take this as a challenge and a real life test as to how good I can take care of Jimin in any situation. 

By now Taehyung had been here for two hours. When he was told what happened, he grabbed some of our stuff and brought it here. 

Jimin already took his sleeping pill and was sleepy so it was just me and Tae. 

"I fucked up..it's all my fault and his parents are probably furious and they don't even want to see me. I think that's why they didn't come." I mumbled. 

"He had the seizure under emotional pressure. How did you cause that? He is always so calm around you." Tae asked resting his chin on top of my head. 

I sat on a chair and he stood behind me back hugging me and he had been trying to comfort me. 

"I don't..I just did cause it..It's all my fucking fault." I sniffled. 

"What's wrong now?" he sighed. 

"W-what if they have to keep him here for over a week and then we have to go back home while he stays here...and he will blame me then. Everyone will blame and hate me." I whispered. 

"Jungkook." he let go of me and made his way to the bed so he stood between me and Jimin. 

"Look at me. I know it's not your fault and Jimin knows too." he said in with a firm tone. 

"Don't you dare think someone will blame you." he added and then hugged me. 

...

That morning I woke up with pretty bad back pain. I did sleep in the damn hospital chair after all. 

I woke up long before Jimin so I decided to go to the hospital's lobby and get myself a coffee or some hot chocolate. 

Taehyung promised to bring me some food and water so I can just be with Jimin and not have to worry about leaving to go eat. 

I was trying to figure out how the machine works, I was cranky and sleepy so it wasn't the easiest task. 

It was frustrating enough to make me give the machine a good punch as I wanted to get my damn morning coffee. 

"Hey. Chill." someone suddenly grabbed my shoulder. 

I turned around expecting a nurse or a doctor but instead I saw the one person I had no explanation to see here. 

"Let me help you." he sighed and gently pushed me away. 

"What do you want?" he glanced back at me. 

"Just coffee. Any kind." I shrugged. 

He pressed few buttons and soon handed me a cup full of nice hot coffee.