So yeah, I fell in love, another bullshit story of a broken heart, yadda yadda yadda. To keep things short, what I think I must do is to get away from this person for a little while at least, so I can get a little better and whatnot. After all, I think it would be great to take care of myself for once in a lifetime. Right now, the only thing I want to do is to go on with my life. I've grown too apathetic to really care about most things that could happen next.
But, is it the correct thing to do? I wouldn't wanna get away from him for too long so that our friendship dies out, but I'm not sure if I should talk to him about this and tell him about what I think I should do for my own wellbeing, or if I should just proceed with the plan without telling him anything. Or maybe I shouldn't push him away at all. I don't know what to do.

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The things I think of when I'm alone
PoesíaUnbearable pain that is expressed and acknowledged becomes bearable. But people who have suffered from BPD received no such responses in their childhood. Therefore, they are stuck in the past, trying to elicit what they needed as a child-validation...