My favourite fan fictions
The ones that calm me down no matter what
Is the same two boys
One a vampire
One with dragon wings
Falling in love over and over and over again
That's my favourite type
The ones that start and end at the beginning
Just after the first kiss
Because after then it start to get complicated
I probaly should read less fan fiction
When I start
It's really hard to stop, or re-start anything else that needs doing
I prefer living in their world then ours
With the same two boys falling in love over and over again
So I don't have to worry about the people I'm pushing away
Because of this or that
Which makes them to similar to her
Her who wrecked my chance at a record for longest times in the world without being fucked up
And the pushing away seems like the smart thing to do
But turns out pushing away
Is just pushing away
I'd been waiting for the sequel for over a year
Expecting it to be like the fan fiction but better
But It wasn't
When it got delivered to my door
Then brought to school by my mum
So I could read it on the way home
Nothing fit perfectly
There was little to no fluff
And the lack of a happy ending
Although was really good writing
Made it feel too real
Somehow put my own happy ending into question.
And with the start of another round of therapy
With a friend group not close enough to share the weight
And an amazing ability to stifle my own emotions
I needed to know it would all end happily ever after
The problem is
It won't.
Notes
Yeah, school is hard man. I'm trying, literally just wrote this one now. I wrote it about a book series which I will put below so don't look if your Afraid of spoilers
Wayward son
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