52 weeks of positivity (kinda)

Freckles

so having a crush on a girl

whose pretty,

and a year older,

in Uganda

(where being gay is illegal)

is not a good idea.

But,

like,

she has freckles.

yeah,

I know

This is all it takes now

dots on the face

and i've already fallen

for the greasy hair 

stripy eyes

and lean legs.

Though she's a bit bitchy,

likes to point the blame,

gets angry real quick,

and obsessed with fitness.

sit ups on the river cruise,

really? 

She's gay

which makes it worse if I'm rejected,

As it will be because of me

not my vagina.

Its dumb to do anything in Uganda

she's a year older

pretty 

bitchy

likes Hamilton

but loves Salad.

But she has freckles 

so i've already fallen.

Notes:

I didn't mean liking Hamilton as a bad thing, it was meant to come of as a positive but didn't fully come off in that way. (i love Hamilton) Results day today, did quite well. proud of the effort i put in. So new school next year, time to brush up my making friends skills. This means i wont have to see her1 again which i am very gratefull. means i can put more effort into getting over her that went into being anxious about her presence. Hope you guys are having a good week and not too sad about summer coming to an end.