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49. Jongho x Wooyoung

Story plot: Jongho has been struggling with anxiety as long as he can remember. It took him years to find out what can be helpful when he's having an anxiety attack. Wooyoung, his boyfriend, is the only person who knows about the soft grey blanket that can give him comfort. One day, Jongho wakes up and feels anxious already. After the fansign Jongho's anxiety gets worse and Wooyoung is the only person who can help him through it.

Jongho wakes up even before their alarm wakes them up. He sighs, not feeling well today. His anxiety is already creeping up on him for no real reason. He looks over at his boyfriend who is peacefully sleeping on his back.

He always seems so carefree. He can handle everything. He's normal. I'm not. I have stupid days like these where I'm just feeling anxious all day long and it's exhausting.

Jongho snuggles closer to his boyfriend, resting his head on his chest. He can't sleep anymore so he stays awake instead, drawing small circles on Wooyoung's chest. He's trying to calm himself down and shut down all the thoughts that are subconsciously going through his mind.

Wooyoung starts to wake up from the small gestures he feels, knowing his boyfriend is awake. He wraps his arm around Jongho and pulls him closer, placing a light kiss on the top of his head to let him know he's awake as well.

Jongho looks up "I didn't wake you up did I?" Wooyoung smiles and shakes his head. "No baby I was already half awake." Jongho nods, resting his head back down on Wooyoung's chest before staring at the wall. How is he going to get through this day when he's already feeling this anxious.

His thoughts are spiraling all over the place and he just can't seem to shut them down. Thankfully, he doesn't have these days as often as he used to have, but they're still horrible.

"You okay baby?" Wooyoung asks as he notices that Jongho is more reserved than usual. Jongho nods as he turns on his side, wrapping his arm around Wooyoung. "Are you feeling anxious?" Wooyoung asks softly as the Maknae nods slightly.

Now Wooyoung understands what's going on and why Jongho was being all cuddly and quiet when he woke up. Wooyoung grabs Jongho's grey blanket from the chair and covers him with it, placing small kisses on the top of his head. "That's better hm?" Jongho visibly relaxes as he holds onto his blanket.

They're not sure when this started. Wooyoung has been through a couple of rough days with Jongho and they somehow found out that this grey blanket makes Jongho feel a bit more relaxed. He always wishes there was more he could do to make Jongho feel better, but he knows there isn't much he can do besides just being there for him.

As their alarm goes off, Wooyoung turns it off and pulls his boyfriend closer. He places his finger gently underneath the Maknae's chin and softly presses his lips against his. Jongho smiles as he snuggles closer and returns the kiss. After a gentle locklip kiss, Wooyoung pulls away and kisses Jongho's nose.

"We need to get downstairs for breakfast sweetie. You coming?" Jongho nods as he pushes himself out of the comfort of their bed and his blanket. Wooyoung wraps his arms around his boyfriend from behind, placing a small kiss at the bottom of his neck.

Wooyoung sits down with Jongho next to him so that he can place a comforting hand on Jongho's thigh who is visibly struggling to feel at ease. The others don't seem to notice which is still something that bothers Wooyoung. He tried to talk to his boyfriend about telling them, but he refuses to tell them. He's scared they'll judge him for it or constantly worry about him.

Jongho finishes his breakfast and gets up "I'm going to take a shower before we head over to the venue." Before Wooyoung can do or ask anything else, Jongho left the table and is making his way upstairs. Wooyoung knows he's not going to shower. He's probably hiding himself underneath his blanket.