Loving the Nightmare ✅

Chapter : 22

"I wish I could give you my pain just for one moment so you can understand how much you hurt me."

                              — Mohsen El-guindy

Misha's POV:

Varun was out for work, everyone else were busy in their own, where as I was busy playing with Isha. I had my own work to do but Isha was definitely not going to let it happen. She wanted me to chase her and so I was doing the same, running behind or to be more specific, 'fake running' behind her. I can catch her easily but then again it won't be interesting for her, so that I had to run slowly letting her go far away.

I was so engrossed in playing with her that I didn't noticed Varun entering the house. I know he don't like to see her with me so everyday before he comes, I let mom or Janvi take care of her but today, he came way too early. Now he is surely going to say all those harsh words again. It would have been so better if Mom or Janvi were home, they would have stopped him for sure.

"I..Actually..Mom." I tried to explain him but I was not able to say anything. I was fumbling with my words.

"How many times am I supposed to say, stay away from her." He said in the most irritated manner. This is the time Misha, ask him why can't he let you play with your baby girl. My mind encouraged me to ask him and I did!

"Varun, please. Why you don't want me around her? She is my daughter as well."

"She is not your daughter." He shouted.

"You know what, I don't like you around her, I don't want her to be around with a girl like you." He said further.

"Wait what? Girl like me? I haven't done anything wrong to her and I can't. I love her."

"She don't need your love. Just stay away from her."

"As a father I want my daughter to be in a good company not with someone like you. Only If your parents would have raised you well, you would have been a better human being." He said making me angry this time. Why is he even bringing my parents here? I decided not to react because my parents did raised me well, I don't like back answering anyone but I lost all my self control after his next sentence.

"If your dad would have put some brain in you maybe you would not have been selfish. Sometimes I wonder if he is the part of your plan as well."

"Stop!" I shouted but then again tried to calm myself.

"Varun please, you talk anything about me and I never complain but please don't bring my Dad in it." I said as calmly as I could. I was hurt. I love him and so I silently listen to every thing he says to me but that doesn't give him right to say something about my father.

"Really? You are hurt? Why you didn't thought about it when you were ignoring my mother even though she kept talking to you?" He asked and I was tongue tied. I felt guilty for doing this to his mom. Somewhere I was still angry with him for talking non sense about my dad. What did he say? My dad is part of my plan? What will he do when he comes to know that it's not my dad but his own mother who did this to him.

"You know what? You are just an hopeless, arrogant and rude human being. You don't care about anyone or anything." I said wiping my tears.

"Everyone gets hurt, no one is supposed to live with us forever but that doesn't make a person into a beast however, you are, you are a beast."

"You say I'm selfish right? I only think about me and my happiness? Have you ever thought about me or my perspective? Have you ever tried to understand my part? No, you never did and I know you never will because you are too arrogant for that."