Loving the Nightmare ✅

Chapter : 32

Varun's POV:

"Do you want to say something?" I asked Misha as she looked like she wished to talk. Since I started driving I noticed her looking at me from time to time, which is definitely not new to me because she always does that
However today she looked more desperate to talk. I waited for her reply but when she didn't I glanced at her only to find her looking at me with wide eyes.

"Do you want to say something?" I asked again.

"Yes." She replied slowly.

"It's about Janvi." She said further. What about her?

"She cried today." As soon as Misha said that, I felt a sharp pain in my heart.

"Why? What happened to her?" I asked and saw her smiling. why is she smiling now? here I'm worried and she wants to smile.

"Misha." I called as she immediately stopped smiling.

"I'm sorry. She cried obviously because you are not talking with her. She said that she miss you, she want her brother back. I told her that you still love her the same way you did before, Also just now I saw that."

"Why don't you forgive her?" She asked leaving me numb. Why can't I forgive her? I want too, I really want too do that but I can't. Every time I remember what they did to me, I get hurt. I'm still not able to adapt the fact that my family did this to me.

"If you don't mind, should I say something?" She asked as I signalled her to continue.

"Please forgive them. I know it's difficult for you to forget about everything but for once think from their perspective. They wished to see you happy and as I said earlier, there is a reason mom did this." Hearing her say it again I got angry.

"Stop this nonsense. There isn't anything else. You guys did what you wanted. Now don't make any stupid excuses." I said, basically shouted at her however I immediately realized that it was so wrong of me to do that. I promised her dad to keep her happy, even if I can't do that, I should at least not hurt her, which I just did.

I looked at her and found her looking out of the window. She looked sad and was probably going to cry very soon. why can't I control my anger?

"I'm sorry." I said but there was no response from the other side so I stopped the car and faced her again.

"I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have shouted on you."

"It's ok. I'm used to it." She replied making me feel more guilty. I remembered all the times during the start where I have scolded her innumerous times, all the things I did or said to her were not appropriate, I feel very bad of myself whenever I remember that.

"Misha, Please forgive me. I'm sorry, I really mean it." I said again as she immediately looked at me.

"Then why can't you believe that there is a reason Mom lied to me, to you as well, why?" She asked making me angry again. why can't she leave that topic?

"Because there can't be any other reason. If there's a reason, what it could be? Did god came and told her to make us both marry? No."

"What you think does not make any sense. There was no major reason for mom to lie, moreover there can't be any except for what reason she is saying." I continued and saw her looking at me angrily. not again. If there's any reason other than antiques of Isha, why I laugh these days, then it is to see Misha angry. I swear she reminds me of my school teacher, who looked so funny when she was angry that no one ever got scared of her.

"Then why do think Mom lied to you?" She asked almost in a challenging tone. so she is not going to leave this topic.

"As she said, she wanted to see me happy."