Loving the Nightmare ✅

Chapter : 63

Misha's POV:

After two days,

We were on our way back to our home from Ruan's reception. Well not exactly, Varun was going to drop me to my parents home because Dad was out of town and Mom and Siddhi were bored, so they invited me to stay with them. I gladly agreed at that moment because I thought it would be fun however now I don't think so it will be, until I come to know what Varun meant by what he said on the day of Ruan's wedding. I have been staying with my Mom since past two days that I didn't got any time to talk with him.

Loved one? I don't think so he loves me yet, I'm not getting that vibes from him but then why would he say that? I know he likes me, maybe he was talking about that. Why can't this idiot clearly say what he wanted too, here I'm dying to know what he meant and on the other hand, he is least concerned about that.

I wished to ask so many questions to him but like always, I had no confidence to do it so I kept looking at him from time to time, hoping that he will himself ask me however my plan didn't worked. I tried a lot to gain his attention but he seemed to completely ignore my existence. Why is he even ignoring me? He if behaves like this, how will I even ask him?

"Do you want to say something?" He asked. You never disappoint me. The fact that he did something which I was expecting made me so happy that I forgot what I wanted to ask and shook my head in return. Oh no!

What is wrong with me? I wanted to ask him, why didn't I? You are very stupid, Miss. Misha Arora. Oops, sorry, Mrs. Misha Varun Jaisinghani. I smiled at myself and turned towards Varun. No doubt he caught me smiling and this time, he shook his head with a little playful smile. Even he has realized how stupid I am.

Should I ask him now?

"What is it Misha?" He asked again. so desperate to know, then why didn't you said clearly what you really meant.

"If you are done talking to yourself, will you answer me?" he asked again. I looked to him and got lost in him. We were returning from a function, no doubt we were tired as well but he still looked so fresh and cute with his hair falling on his forehead because of the wind. My eyes went towards his strong and very prominent jawline, when he gets angry, it looks like it has been sculptured. As my eyes travelled towards his ear, I remembered the question which I wanted to ask for so many days already and ended up asking him the same.

"You had a mole on your earlobe, what happened to it now?" I asked and he looked very shocked because of my question.

"You know about it? How?" he asked and I again felt very stupid of myself. All because of too much of stalking you but how am I going to say this to you?

"Misha." he called bringing me out of my thoughts.

"I once saw a picture of you, it was there at that time." I replied. He looked at me suspiciously but didn't ask anything further, he simple nodded and concentrated on driving.

"I consulted a doctor and got rid of it." he answered.

"Why?"

"What why? I really wished to do it for a long time because it looked like, I was wearing a earring." he said making me laugh.

"I guess it was back during our college days when I had it and got it removed as soon as I was done with my studies. I find it so strange that you still remember it." He said further. Am I supposed to say, I know that he has a birth mark on his back? Maybe no, he will think I'm pervert when I have never seen it, I only came to know about it from Mom.

"Tell me, how do you remember it?" He asked almost demanded. There was nothing to hide about, so I told him the truth.

"I had a picture of you, The mole was visible in it. When I was looking at the past memories, I found that picture and remembered it."