Loving the Nightmare ✅

Chapter : 28

The update which I was going to give on 21st, I'm giving it now. Why? Because I'm too bored🙈

Anyway...Hope you will like it❤

Misha's POV:

I was looking at all the pictures we clicked in these past two days. Every time I see them, they become more and more adorable that I keep watching them again and again. This trip is so memorable to me because it brought me close to Varun, this trip did things which I never imagined to happen. Not to forget the trip gave me such cute pictures of me and my love that I really want to frame and put them everywhere in my room. Thanks to Janvi and Parth, if they wouldn't have clicked them at the right moment I would have never got this pictures.

I was always a social butterfly, posting pictures on Instagram the moment I click them. It was like a habit but now I hardly post any pictures. I see a lot of my friends posting pictures with their husband and then there is me, who can't post a single picture with the man I married. Moreover I have learnt that showcasing our life on social media is not happiness but to live those moments and make memories is! And not everyone who show their happy faces are actually happy.

We came back yesterday. I wanted to stay there for some more time however my husband had lot of work, I don't know what it is but he was not at all ready to stay for another one day. He didn't even allowed me to go on beach. I was so excited as everyone said that it's so peaceful to sit there and watch the sunset. I still remember the line he said when I pleaded that I want to go.

"Are you planning to injure your other leg?"

I didn't spoke anything after that. I gave up the idea of going however I was happy that even Varun didn't went. He was home, working on his laptop. He even called doctor and got my wound properly dressed. Lastly, he even scolded me for being so careless, that was no new to me, so I patiently kept looking at him and now I miss him so much.

"Missing Varun? Aren't you?" Janvi asked as she sat next to me.

"Maybe." I replied as I kept my phone back to the table.

"What maybe? Your face clearly says that. Why do you love him so much?" She asked making me think what to answer. Why do I love Varun so much?

"I don't know. I remember the day I first saw. It was not love at first sight but then as the days passed, I started feeling something for him. Peeking into his class every time I went from there became a habit because I always wanted to have a glance of him. I didn't realized when but I started liking him. It turned into loving him but I was very disappointed when I came to know about Tanvi."

"Sometimes you got to realize that not everyone you love should love you back. I realized it. I tried to forget about him, never was able to do it actually but then the fate had something else written that I got married to him."

"Loving him even after what he did to me is not in my hand. I don't know how and when it happened but my love for him is something, like he can break me into thousands pieces and still every single piece would love him, only him. It might seem like a toxic trait to many but you know what, its never in our hand. Sometimes our heart catches very  strong feelings for someone that no matter what, we can't stay away from that person and so we accept every flaws they have."

"Isn't love complicated yet the most beautiful feeling?" I asked and saw her looking at me with a different level of admiration.

"Keep saying. I really loved every word you said, I want to listen more." She said with a very beautiful smile on her face.

"I'm not a speaker. I just said what I feel."

"I really loved it, especially knowing that it's about my brother. You are great." She said pulling my cheeks. Which made me remember the incident how I completed my dare. Once we came home and Varun placed me on my bed, Parth was forcing me to complete his dare then and there. I was pretty much scared to do that but then Parth didn't gave me any option, so I had to do it.

'If you won't get angry, can I do something to you?' I asked Varun and saw him looking at me with a confused look.

'What?' He asked. I didn't care to give him the answer he asked.

'I'm sorry. It was the dare.' I said as I pulled his cheeks, very lightly I swear and then without wasting a second I covered myself with a blanket. I was hoping that he won't shout and luckily he didn't.

"Now why are you smiling? Must have remembered some incident of Varun, right?" She asked making me smile more. What has this man done to me? I can't stop thinking about him.

"I don't know how can someone be so crazy for my brother." She said.

"He is worth getting crazy for." I said with a wink and saw her shook her head disapprovingly.

It was evening and I was waiting for Varun to return, while Janvi was playing with Isha. I really wished to play with them however they were busy playing Isha's favorite game where she will run and other person has to chase her. I'm able to walk now however it's not properly, My feet still hurts a lot, so I was just sitting there looking at them. It was time when Varun usually returns home but today he was still not here making me wonder where he was.

After sometime I finally saw him entering but today it was different. Usually he gets very happy when Isha runs towards him, the moment she sees him entering inside. Today he didn't looked happy, he did lift Isha and kissed her but it didn't had the usual spark. He is ok? I gestured Janvi to ask him the same but he replied that everything is alright. He then asked about Dad and if Janvi knows when he will return. After she answered him, he directly went towards his room. Without even asking anything about Mom, which is usually the first question he asks when he don't see her. Something is wrong with him. But what could it be? I hate the fact that I can't find out what is wrong with him.

I waited for Mom and Dad to come home. As Varun was asking about Dad, maybe he wants to talk something with him. Now Dad was the only ray of hope for me. I waited waited and waited. Once I saw dad coming, I quickly went and told him everything.

"You care about him way too much, don't you?" He asked.

"I don't know. I just don't want him to be sad. Please talk to him." I requested and Dad went to Varun's room. Again I had to wait for dad to come back. Every second that passed made me more and more worried. I was expecting dad not to return soon but he came back in like 3-4 minutes.

"What is it?" I asked and came to know that, Varun will come downstairs and tell everything. What is up with him? And what is he going to talk now?

Every one was settled in living room. My eyes were focused at Varun's room while thinking of the possible things he might want to talk with Mom and Dad. As I saw him coming downstairs my heart beat raised. I was scared. God, please don't let anything bad happen.

"Mom, I don't mean to confront you in front of anyone but I want to know the truth." He said making me more scared now and then the next question he asked made me go completely blank.

"Even though I said that I don't want to married, why did you tell Misha that I agreed?"

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