Loving the Nightmare ✅

Chapter : 45

Misha's POV:

"You said you were happy that he took initiative and now you are angry at him, what is this?" Janvi asked as she curled my hair.

"Then why didn't he removed that girl's hand when she was holding his arm?" I asked angrily. Varun surely made me very happy yesterday but he made me so jealous as well. After he left his seat, he didn't came back to me, during the whole function he kept talking to his friends and relatives and out of this people, one was the girl, who proposed him as what Janvi told me. She was so happily talking with him holding his arm, what made me jealous was the fact that Varun didn't oppose neither he was trying to remove it. If it was my hand, he probably would have not let me hold his arm in the first place.

"Have you ever tried to hold his hand? No. Holding hands is no such big deal, I don't think he will oppose even if you do the same." She replied to my previously asked question. who says holding hands is no big deal? Yeah it may be normal to a strange but the feeling of our hand in our loved one's is definitely the best and it's definitely a big deal because the moment our hands meet, our bodies react to it.

"Moreover, I don't think that girl feel anything about him now and even if she does, she can't do anything, Varun is married. He is your husband now." She continued as I blushed hearing her. temporary happiness.

"Now don't spoil your mood. Go and enjoy."

It was Pranita's birthday today and I was going to her party. I was a bit hesitant earlier as the party was in club and me being married now, made me uncomfortable to ask permission. I knew mom and dad won't say no to me because they are so frank but still asking it was difficult for me, So I asked Janvi to help me for which she said that Mom and Dad won't mind, unless and until you promise them that you will take care of yourself, however there was a person who won't agree with this clubbing thing and the person is Varun. He hasn't talked to me since yesterday and I was not going to do that either, so after I got permission from Mom and Dad, I decided to go.

"I wish you were there with me." I told to Janvi. I really wanted her to be there but she said that Varun won't allow her.

"I wish the same but you know, Varun will get angry." She said and sat on the bed.

"Why would he even get angry? He used to attend many parties and has also went to a lot of clubs, why can't he allow his sister to go there?" I asked. When I was in my highschool days, I never visited any club so whenever I used to see Varun's pictures I used to get so jealous thinking that when will I go there.

"It's not like I haven't went to any club, I did but with him and Tanvi bhabhi and with my friends, Varun instructed me so many things before he allowed me to do that. Also I'm not a big fan of such things. And he won't allow me because he care about his loved ones and Is sometimes very protective towards them." She said defending her brother like always. I love when boys are protective towards their loved one's, it gives completely different kind of happiness, however I do believe that protectiveness should be restricted to a certain limit.

"Over protective towards his loved one's? I can't relate because he said he don't love me." I said making Janvi laugh.

"Now you and I both know that it's not the truth." She replied and then we both went out of my room.

As soon as I reached downstairs, I saw Varun entering in. He was late from his office today and I really wanted to know the reason but not like I was going to ask him that, so I signalled Janvi to do the same later.

"Let's go." Karthik said as he came and stood outside the door.

"Aren't you coming in?" Janvi asked.

"I guess I shouldn't plus we are already late, Pranita will kill me." He replied.