The MCU And You

Found (Avengers X Male Reader)

A/n: Ummm I guess I need to warn you that this chapter may trigger some people so please read with caution. Yeh I just finished writing definitely read with caution or just skip if it becomes too much to bare.

Everyday I was there. To help, to listen, comfort, just to be there. When Steve need help with using technology I was there. When Bucky needed someone to talk to I was there. When Tony and Bruce needed help in the lab I was there. When Natasha wanted someone to go shopping with her I was there. When I want to go to park or walking I always end up alone. When I want to talk to someone everyone is busy. When I want help everyone is gone. I'm alway there for everyone no matter what but why am I sitting here alone crying my eyes out. I feel like if I'm always the last option, like if they never got bored they wouldn't need me around. And I try I really do to, but it feels like it's never enough or I'm doing something wrong. Am I that worthless to them? Even when we're altogether I still feel that I am alone. I bet they all hate me and I'm just some big inside joke. Or charity case that they pity too much to just tell the truth to. If they don't want me around they could just tell me. I not as strong as Steve or as rich as Tony but I can help people by myself.

"Somewhere someway somehow" I sung.

"I want to be loved again" I continued

"I just want find someone" I said looked at myself in the mirror.

"Someone who treats me better" I continued as I opened the cabinet and grabbed the old bottle of pain killers I was prescribed after a mission related injury.

"Someone who wants me around" I sang as I walked out of the connected bathroom and sat on the floor leaning against my bed.

"I just want to be found" I opened the bottle and poured pills into my hand.

"Master Y/n I would not recommend taking that medication since your injury is completely healed and especially not quantity of them" Jarvis spoke from the speaker in the ceiling.

"Leave.Me.Alone" I spoke back as I looked at the pills in my hand. With a sigh I threw all the pills in my mouth and took a big gulp. Quickly I started to get sleepy until I couldn't keep my eyes open anyone.

A/n: yeh so chapters like this are hard to write because dealing with depression, anxiety, low self esteem, and past suicidal behaviors these are thoughts and emotions I go through almost everyday, but Yk what they say if something doesn't challenge you it doesn't help you grow.