No baby no cry, no baby no cry
You sighed thinking about T'Challa, causing tears to come to your eyes.
I remember when we used to sit, In the government yard in Trenchtown
You remember being a kid meeting T'Challa and running around playing with him all the time.
Oba observing the hypocrites, Mingle with the good people we meet
Being pranksters causing trouble and being scolded by Ramonda. You let out a small chuckle as the tears flowed faster.
Good friends we have and good friends we've lost, Along the way
Getting older and developing a crush on T'Challa, having the courage to tell him and the shock you felt that it was reciprocated. Falling for him, loving him, being separated, watching him love someone else, being isolated & ignored once people found out and being sent to study abroad(banished as to not corrupt the future king) all flashed in your mind emphasizing the onslaught of emotions your were finally letting yourself feel.
In this great future you can't forget your past
Remembering the hurt you felt returning to Wakanda for the royal challenge to see him again so close yet so far away. He requested your presence just to go on like you weren't there. The pain you felt when you were told he was killed and the relief you felt seeing him as you fought for Wakanda only for him to leave this world again. Holding Ramonda as she mourned the disappearance of both her kids while mourning the vanished yourself.
So dry your tears, I say
Other than Ramonda you weren't welcomed back more so tolerated for those 5 years. Then one day people just started to reappear. Everyone returned so you figured you would be asked to leave again so you decided to do it on your own terms instead of being force. Once everything calmed down you packed as you roughly wiped your eyes.
No baby no cry
Ramonda came to you, as you finished packing the last of your things, and said he wanted to see when you went to reject she said you really need to see him.
No baby no cry
Walking into the room you could immediately tell something wasn't right with him
'ere little darlin, don't shed no tear
He told you everything but the illness hit you the hardest because you knew the heart shaped herb was gone.
"No my love no cry"
He whispered as he wiped your tears. He made you lay down with him.
Said, I remember when we used to sit
Laying with him made you think of all the times you would lay out in the meadows together listening to nature.
In the government yard in Trenchtown
While you laid there thinking about it he spoke about how he remembered the same thing. You turned to look at him and he was already looking at you.
"When I'm gone, Everything's gonna be alright"
He said as he cupped your cheek.
Everything's gone be alright
The agony you felt knowing he was gone again but for certain this time
Everything's gonna be alright now
The celebration of his life that Ramonda made sure your presence was know at. Watching his casket being sent off into the ship.
Everything's gonna be alright
Remembering comforting Ramonda after Okoye returned and gave the news.
Everything's gonna be alright
The flooding and attack, having to hold Shuri as Okoye tried to resuscitate Ramonda.
Everything's gonna be alright
Ramonda's funeral and trying to comfort Shuri. Helping her and Nakia perform the ritual.
Everything's gonna be alright now
Standing with everyone to fight Namor and his army. Being proud of Shuri for choosing peace(a/n: just saying couldn't be me if you killed my mom).
Everything's gonna be alright
As you opened your eyes and took a deep sigh you looked at the sunset and wiped your tears. As you came to peace with your past you felt a presence beside you and weight on your shoulder, the familiar feeling of an arm resting on it to comfort you. You smiled as you felt your eyes tear up. A breeze of wind picked up out of nowhere. You could hear his voice in the wind.
"No love, no cry, no cry"
You gasped in shock then after a second nodded and wiped your tears again. As you continued to watch the sunset with him you understood now what the elders meant, what Ramonda meant. You closed your eyes to envision him there with you and said what came to your mind
"Everything's gonna be alright".
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The MCU And You
FanfictionI've been interested in male reader books and marvel x male reader so I thought why not. Hope you enjoy.
