The MCU And You

Go Pt1.5 Alternate Ending (Steve X Male Reader) 20k+ Special*

After Thanos happened Steve decided to give me that me the wedding I always wanted. Over the past five years we had gotten a dog we didn't feel ready for kids yet. When Scott return I was happy that Steve was hopeful about something other than the support group. He had explained to you how time travel worked and they figured it out. Then the next morning he told me about what they were gonna do. As he walked out the door he gave me a deep kiss and told me he loved me. He came back home covered in debris and smelled like fire and blood. He explained everything from bringing everyone back to fighting a new Thanos and ultimately Tony's death. I went to see my family and friends, bringing Steve with me so he could meet everyone again. Once making it home I cooked dinner and we both sat and talked while eating. Steve seemed different. Once both of us were in bed I cuddled into his chest and he kissed my head and we both drifted off into sleep. For some reason I woke room still dark meaning I should probably go back to sleep when tried Steve's voice stopped me.

"Tony.... I'm sorry" he groggily said.

"Peggy" he said and my breath hitched "I'm sorry Peggy but I couldn't do that to Y/n" he continued. I know he loves me and what we have was special, but I also know I could never give him what Peggy did. I want to be selfish and ignore this but I know he would never truly be happy now that he has a chance to get what he lost. I don't want his love to turn into resentment because I stopped him from getting something he yearned for. No longer sleepy I slowly detached myself from him and got up. Looking at the clock the red digits read 5:52 am. With a sigh I got up and went to the bathroom. Turning on the shower so it could heat up, I looked in the mirror and with a sigh my tears started to run down my cheeks. I sniffled and cried trying not to get too loud or Steve would wake up. When I looked in the mirror again it was too fogged up I could only see my silhouette. After my shower I calmed myself and walked out. Steve sat up on the bed scratching Spangles ears. He looked up and smiled at me .

"Good morning" he said to me as I walked closer to the bed gaining Spangles attention.

"Morning, I'm gonna make breakfast" I said with a small smile. If these were gonna be my last days with Steve I wanted to see nothing but smiles on his face. As I got my ingredients together he entered the kitchen with Spangles on a leash.

"I'm gonna take him for a walk" he explained to me and placed a kiss on my lips.

"Okay have fun" I said as I watched them walk out. Once the front door closed I sighed because he really wasn't going for a walk to talk to himself to figure out what he's gonna do. After awhile they came back. As footsteps approached I finished putting the food on the table.

"Are.. are those chocolate chip pancakes" he said as he loudly sniffed the air. I laughed.

"With vanilla glaze" I said happily. Arms wrapped around me and a kiss was placed on my cheek.

"What did I do" he asked still looking at the table in disbelief. I just smiled and nudged him towards his seat. As we sat down he told me about the sights he seen along his walk. After awhile we got ready for the funeral. Returning home from the funeral I went to change clothes Steve went give Spangles some exercise. After awhile I just sat on the bed trying to get my thoughts together. Spangles ran in the room asking for affection I complied. After he was done he ran somewhere else in the house I headed out the room looking for Steve. I found him in the kitchen drawing something intensely. So intense he had yet to notice you standing there. I leaned on the door frame and crossed my arms over my chest and sighed softly.

"Steve" I said softly. He stop drawing and turned his attention to me. He gave a smile that didn't reach his eyes.

"Yes dear" he asked. I swallowed the lump in my throat.