Their response to you asking for help
Steve: "Just pray, the devil is trying to get you but god can help you if you pray to him and maybe read a little of your bible everyday" he said to you confidently as he patted your back. You gave a fake smile(which you've been doing a lot of lately) nodded and said thank you then walked back to your room.
Clint: "You just need to get out of the compound more how about we do something" he concluded. And that's how you ended up in the woods fishing. It was a nice gesture and you appreciated the thought, but this wasn't helping you. And of course you didn't say anything just put on a facade like it was help, which only made you feel worse.
Peter: You couldn't even tell him. Every time the two of you talked he would say something and that would lead to him changing to five different topics. So silently you smiled and nodded. And by the time he finally asked 'what did you want to talk about' you no longer wanted to do you said a simple nothing and waved it off.
Bucky: "Yeah I know a thing or two about feelings down" he said and then went on comparing your sadness to his. And in the end that only made you feel worse and that you had no need to feel the way you feel because compared to him you've had a walk in the part. But aren't you allowed to feel your own feelings?
Scott: He tried to help take your mind off of it by making jokes. It didn't really help but you put on a smile and laughed at every one of his jokes. Only to return to your room and cry the moment you closed the door.
Sam: He said you might just need a night out. So he took you to a bar and you had drinks. The alcohol didn't help if anything it intensified how you felt. So when you returned to the compound you drunkenly teetered to your bed and cried yourself to sleep. And the next morning did you not only feel worse than before, but you also had a headache.
Tony: "What do you gotta be depressed about champ you're an Avenger you save lives people love you" he said to you. And logically it made sense, but emotionally it just made you feel worse. With a low 'you're right' you left Tony's shop.
And in the end you realized that maybe you should just keep your feeling and problems to yourself.
A/n: this literally took me 10 minutes to right idk if that's a good or bad thing 😬. But yeah hope you guys enjoyed it lol.
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