Essay - #3

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I have always live a life full of innocence back when I was young. I was never inclined to the new phases in different aspects of life and in this world. The innocence that I could dare say I would always succumb. 

My life has been an open book for most of the people I believe who knew me. From my early years to my adulthood, peopl who I meet would always knew my past because I dont greed for something I know  I have lived and learned. 

Though these were already part of the past, I still can compare myself and how I have changed from the past 30 years and the phase of changes has become more than anything I could dare think. 

Living my life was like a spoon-feed of what to do and what not to do when I was young. I was guided and bounded by faith and love. Hope that my parents always dream for me to succeed in all my endeavors. Dreams of them that I could dare say to easy to reach. 

Yes! I did! But I simply let it pass by because of the hunger for new stuff I have have experience when my adulthood started to feed me reality. 

Damn! 

I know I might have been different when I was young. So obedient and so real. But now, I am living a life of uncertainties and I don't know if I can still stand up and learn good things again. For as long as I have some people around me ready to give me new reason to taste the reality of life and its spices, I am an adventurist. I taste whatever I wanted, i go to places I know I should be be and I take every risk which I know will bound me from creating a meaningful life. 

So this is me. 

A new Me. 

Damn useless man in this world.!

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