Title: A Death Wish
The world has stopped giving me my needs
And I started wondering why
For my journey is still in the midst
And I need more guiding light
But my existence soon to end
My story will be gone with the wind
My laugh, my happiness that will be in pretend
For my sojourn is now in rind
Forgive me Dad for this can't be more
All my promise will turn into words
I will see you above and i'll hug you for sure
But for now, let my tears be my sword
Might I need to pretend all my sorrows are gone
But still the truth screamed I lose
Never was I, a very good son
Left with life that I will now refuse
Forgive me Mom for sharing you this play
Showing all in disguise but the truth is I'm hurt
All my dreams are now smoke of mirage in a day
Feel my soul in this Earth it departs
A life of pity when it all started
Walking head up high but unseen
Waving bye for it will now be ended
And my dramas, be left might-have-been
Forgive me Sisters for the shared hurrahs
And the nights of some pretty memoirs
All you've heard in my blahs
Are now hideous remorse
Cherish the moment and hide all the pain
I will be of the same way too
Don't shed tears in my grave, not even a grain
For it drown my soul in sorrow
Forgive me Brother for a camouflaged strength
May you go with life as I part
Though we showed how we bond and bent
Those bygones, please bear in your heart
May you look after our father's legacy
The responsibility be a part of your veins
For my life was a part of lost prophecy
May your love continue to be lend
And as I start to walk this path to nowhere
May you strive and continue your souls
For mine was a picture of a weakling son and brother
And yours, I pray it'd be whole
As you lean and watch me asleep
As I lay in this bed of heavy sighs
Play the songs that I long you to keep
I'll bw waiting and be watching up high.
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Aug 1, 2015
@haydenagenda
#suicide #suicidal #suicidenote #hopelesslife #weak
BINABASA MO ANG
Poem
PoetrySometimes we feel like writing down what we feel. I compiled it in this piece. Poems, Haikus (my own format 7-5-7), Sonnets, Thoughts and some Literaries. Most of the time, we feel relieved once we expressed what we feel and this is how I do it. My...
