me:
scares you?
how does it scare you?
binnie☆:
i've kinda been trying to convince myself i like girls for around 11 years now
me:
yeah okay maybe that was a dumb question
i get it trust me, it's normal to be scared
thank you for trusting me with this binnie hyung :)
binnie☆:
thank you for listening to me
me:
anytime
since you're talking to a professional fag, is there anything you wanna know?
binnie☆:
i- professional fag-
how are you so casual about that 💀
also yeah there is actually
but it will probably be personal for you
me:
you already know i'm an open book at this point, ask away
binnie☆:
okay but you don't have to answer if you don't want to
this is the thing that scares me most, so how did your family react?
me:
ahhh okay
well my dad already knew but my mum had a hard time accepting it
she came around eventually but
it took her a while and it caused some arguments
binnie☆:
oh, i'm sorry :/
me:
noooo it's okay she's the most supportive person ever now
she forced me to go to pride with her before i left australia last year
binnie☆:
awwww that's sweet, i'm glad she's better with you now :3
me:
thank youuu
but please don't stress too much about coming out
you're never going to stop coming out, the first time is definitely noT the last so it's not the only opportunity you'll get
i understand that family is different but if they become too much i'm telling you
cut. them. out.
you don't need them weighing you down
binnie☆:
yeah i know you're right but
this feeling won't budge
i can't even imagine speaking to my dad about this he's so uptight and traditional
me:
yeah no you don't sound ready at all
please wait until you're comfortable enough in yourself before you come out
you'll know when you are
if worst comes to worst, it'll hurt less if you know you're comfortable
binnie☆:
i fully know i'm not ready
i don't know if i ever will be
me:
it feels like that, but the time will come
trust me
binnie☆:
okay
i trust you
thank you
me:
it's more than okay
feel free to "bother" me whenever the hell you want by the way
i like talking to you
binnie☆:
thanks
i'll definitely bother you more then
i like talking to you too :)
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