Just random things

Do you love me?

Because it seems to me recently that you don't, or at least not as much as you used to.

I know i love you. With every once of myself. I have never doubted that i love you, but now it seems i doubt your love for me more and more, to the point of crying every day.

I'm not jealous of her, but ever since she's stepped into your life, you've pushed me aside. Or maybe she has. I'm not jealous, I'm just upset about and tired of you arranging your whole life around spending time with her, and doing your best to avoid spending time with me.

I told you i cried for an hour for no reason, but that's not the truth. I cried because I'm exhausted from having to carry our relationship on only my shoulders. Im tired of the one-sided love. When you said you have multiple best friends, you didn't even glance at me. When i say that i have multiple best friends, you're the first person i look at. You always have been.

On one side, i hope you would've noticed this by now, but on the other, i hope you haven't, because if you did notice, and haven't done anything to fix it, that breaks my heart.