Just random things

Physically sad

Part 99 and still no clue what to do for 100. I wouldn't waste this part but I really need some writing therapy right now so we're doing this

So today was pretty normal. My aunt came over while my mom was at a party and my dad was on his way home from Spain, and we cooked dinner and I guess she left when I fell asleep on the couch because she wasn't there when I woke up. I noticed I had missed calls from my dad so I called him back and he said he was driving home.

I went to go lay down in my bed to wait for him and all of a sudden I just got hit with this wave of.... something. Sadness? I think? Every since then I haven't been able to sit still, and I just feel like crying for no reason. When my dad came home I hugged him and almost started crying and he asked "did you miss me?" I said yes but that wasn't it.

I still don't know why I feel like this but I just feel physically sad.... if that makes any sense. For the past half hour I've just felt either sad or numb and I don't know why but I can't make it stop!