Just random things

Weird day

Didn't update yesterday but I meant to.

Yesterday was just an overall bad day

I woke up 20 minutes late bc my phone fell off my bed and it's my alarm

Left my school laptop at home

Realized I had assignments due 2nd and 3rd period that I hadn't done

Spent the morning before the bell screaming in frustration at my 2nd period assignment

Spent PE in the locker room doing my 3rd period assignment

Went to 2nd period fine

Left my PE bag in the 2nd period classroom

Went to 3rd period just fine

At lunch I went to the stairwell near my 2nd period room to get my bag and ran into my ex before booking it up the stairs

The door to the classroom was locked.

Went back the way I came, knowing my ex's locker was nowhere near there

Low and behold there she is standing right in front of me in the hallway by her friend's locker

I swerve around and go to eat lunch

Go to 4th period just fine

5th period (my only class with my ex), she decides to sit down in my direct line of vision so I spent that whole class direction my eyes elsewhere

So yeah pretty bad day overall

Today I just felt like shit

I was thinking a lot about the heart project and decided to draw a red heart on my leg in pen for the heck of it, but after I felt the pen on my leg I started gagging in class from the sensation that reminded me too much of what I went through in my experience with self harm.

So that was a thing

We played cards against humanity at lunch in the music room, which was interesting at a catholic school. A walked in to the room and saw us in a circle and goes "are we doing a sacrifice" and I said "no just cards against humanity"

With played with my friend who's really innocent, so her faces when she had the black card were priceless

Kinda sad I don't have rehearsal today but I at least have choir so that's fun. We have a new girl and I'm pretty sure my friend scared her on her first day.

Bye beautiful people!