A love like this (UsUk)

Mermory of the worst

///Arthur///

I couldn't move as I heard thunderstorms roll in. It made me remember the night mum died. It was raining, I was sitting in the passenger seat with Peter in the back while mum drove to the store. Me and mum was talking about me getting a job to teach me how to be responsible. I was trying to get her to let me. I gave a good arguemeant about why I should. But then a car hit us from the drivers side. I blacked out after seeing my mum's neck brake and the window glass stab her in the chest.

-flask back- (Arthur's is normal his mum's is italic)

mum I think I should get a job to show me what the real world will be like.

what? No you're not ready for a job yet

mum please. I am 15 and soon I will be released in to the world so I will need some experience before I actually do, plus remember I skipped a grade because I was too 'smart' for the others my age.

That's because you're a genius, my son, I just don't want you to go get a job yet. Your older brothers started to work at your age and left when they hit 18. I don't want you to leave just yet.

mum! please if I dont then how will I start saving up for my future?

ugh! you have a good point there.

And how will I know how to stay responsible with something I have to do outside the house?

ok ok ok. You can get a job but your grades better stay up.

yes!! Than-

Then the car hit us. We screamed as the car skid against the wet road and the glass hit my mother in the chest, then her neck snapped. I screamed for her and Peter was silent. Then everything went black. When I woke up again, I kept my eyes closed. The sunlight seeped though my eye lids.

When I finally opened my eyes I was in a hospital room and no one was in the room. I automatically start to think of my mum and Peter. One of the nurses walked in. "Where is my mum is she ok, where is my brother? Are they still alive? please tell me they are still alive." I said to her. She bit her lip then finally said. "I'm sorry sonny but.... your mother died on impact and your brother is in a coma at the moment."

I felt like I was torn apart. I broke down. It was all my fault! Peter in a coma, My mum's death, How could I live with my self knowing this? They released me a few days later. I was depressed as hell. I didn't want to leave because of Peter but now I had to go look for a job. Looks like now I had to choice but to get a job.

-flash back over-

What the bloody hell was wrong with me. I was walking with Alfred back to my house then I froze at the first thunder sound. The memory still fresh in my head like it happened just yesterday.

///Alfred///

Everything seemed normal then I heard thunder and Arthur froze in his tracks. "What's wrong Arthur?'' I asked. His face was paler then usual, he started to scare me. "Arthur?" I asked him again, then he dropped to the ground and curled him self into a ball saying ''I can't do this!'' over and over again. God damn it what was happening? "Arthur? What can't you do?" I asked with concern on my face.

He didn't answer me as the sounds of thunder countinued. Was this some type of panic attack? If it was then what was I suppose to do? just leave him? Hell no! I sat on the ground not caring what others would think and I pulled Arthur into a hug. That's all I could think of to do. Then it started to pour cats and dogs. He started to shake violently and sobbed.

Something must have happened to make him so scared of thunder itself. I covered him with my coat, knowing he might get sick. He kept shaken so I decided to carry him the rest of the way to his house. We couldn't stay there, he would get sick for sure if we did. Once again I kicked on the door and this time Allistor opened the door.

"What the hell happened?" he asked as I walked in. ''Hell if I know. We were walking here and heard thunder and he stopped and this happened." I said to him. His eyes widen as if he remembered something important. "GOD DAMMIT!!! HOW COULD I FORGET!!!!" He yelled.

He ran into another room as I sat on the couch still holding Arthur who was stunned still. Allistor ran back in the room and with a bottle of pills, he popped one out and made Arthur take it. "What happened?" I asked him.

"Arthur has anxiety and he had a panic attack when he heard the thunder." he replied while picking up the phone to call the others. "Good thing you were with him or he would be still out there." Arthur stopped shaking but was still sobbing. It was sad to see him like that.

I stayed quiet as I conferted Arthur. Thats all I could do. After he stopped crying he fell asleep in my arms. He looked so cute. GOD DAMMIT ALFRED YOUR FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM WITHOUT HIM KNOWING!!! Ok just cool down remember your plan, it's going to be find.

ooh what is his plan? will Arthur have anymore panic attacks? If so how many? Thats all for now my lovelies