Identity V x Reader Oneshots (Finished!)

Fault - Clarity!Naib x Reader

Warning: Mentions suicide, swearing, self-harm.

Note:It all started when you, wildling, barmaid and mercenary lost in a match, the barmaid and the merc was annoyed by your moves during the match, they said mean things to you and yelled at you that it's your fault because you guys lost.(This is real btw, i met a merc and a barmaid who cuss at me for being dumb.. it's just a normal match not a rank match, bruh.)

(Another short story, well in my opinion, also sorry for not uploading lately, i've been struggling from depression and stuff..also this has a little Aesop x Reader.)
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(Y/N)'s POV

"Your weak! We don't like weak survivors like you in here!"

"Um...sorry...you get easily caught by the hunter so i'm afraid i'll pass on your invitation.."

Those words that came out from my so called 'friends' was kinda painful but i didn't care but..

"Your dumb as fuck! Don't you know that?!"

The words that came from my love of my life really digs in to my heart..it hurts..

"N-naib..i'm sorry i!–"

"No! No more sorry from that little mouth of yours! Get out of my sight or i'll fucking strangle you!"

My heart breaks when i heard those things from Naib, i forced myself not to cry in front of him and nod,"I-i will..."

I smiled and started cutting myself, the more i thought of it, the more i wanted to disappear, Emily and Emma, my only friends, knew about my depression and started comforting me if they have a free time.

"(Y/N), you can do this! Fight your depression hole and reach your destination!" Emma intertwined our finger and smiled,"Emma's right, if someone gossips about you i'll be sure to kill them with my syringe!" Emily grabbed her little fella and started playing with it, me and Emma gulped and nodded, Emily giggled from our reaction and stood up,"I'll start making everyone's breakfast cause it's my duty today.." Emma looked at me with a sad face,"Oh darn it!..i need to water the flowers today!..sorry (Y/N)..." "It's okay! Just do what you need to do, i'll be okay!" The two grinned at me and left.

Those sweet sentences made me happy but it's not enough to fight my depression, i heard a knock on the door, i quickly hid the cutter and started binding my wrist with a gauze, the gauze soon started to become reddish but i just ignored it, i hesitantly opened the door, it was nerve-racking when i saw the mercenary standing in front of my door, i readied myself for his insults but the result was him begging for forgiveness,"I'm sorry about last time..i was stressed because of the daily matches and i didn't know that i told you mean things..i'm sorry.."
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All those were fake, you knew it long time ago, you glance at his begging face, hugging your legs so you can't move until you say,"Naib don't fucking play with me, i know you're just faking it so your reputation won't decrease." You hissed and kicked him until he removed his hands on your legs.

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Few days later, silence started between you two, you often avoid being with him, you sometimes refused a match when you guys are gonna be a team, the others was worried by your moves of avoiding him even your friends so they planned on making you guys get along.

"(Y/N) we need to talk" Emily knocked on your door million times already but you didn't reply, the two started building anxiety and started shouting for help,"Emily what's up?" The forward asked the worried doctor who seems shaking a bit, then the flashback soon entered her.

"Emily..i want to relieve myself and take a long forever vacation, please don't cry okay?" (Y/N) looked at the confused girl and giggled,"I'll always remember you and Emma" She then stood up and left the garden.

'I-is this what (Y/N) meant?' The doctor thought,"Em?" William waved his hands in front of her face so that Emily will return back to the real world,"W-william break the door!" "What?–" "DO IT!!"

The forward didn't pause and began kicking the door and such, Naib heard the yelling and kicking so he decided to look,"What's happening?–" "YOU!.." The doctor angrily walked towards the mercenary and clutched his shirt,"IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT!" "W-wait,my fault??" Naib fearfully looked at the furious Emily,"DON'T FUCKING PLAY INNOCENT! (Y/N) WOULDN'T KILL HERSELF IF YOU DIDN'T EVEN EXIST IN THE FIRST PLACE!–" Emily was cut off by William who gasped and the gardener who sobbed, the doctor gasped at the horrible scene of you hanging on the ceiling, blood splattered on the wall that was written 'I love you guys' with a heart, Naib looked at your body and started to cry,"fuck..FUCK!" He started to freak out, Emily never thought that you will definitely kill yourself, The others ran on where the noise is and began gasping, crying and others silently crying.
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Few weeks later..

Naib soon started to hurt himself, Emma and Emily wanted to kill themselves just to be with you but the others forced them to stop, Aesop, who secretly has a crush on you, disappeared just like you.

The others regretted on what they did or say mean things to you, everyone became different when you attempt suicide.

While they're doing what they wanted to do, there was you and Aesop who was spectating everyone, you saw your only friends hurting themselves and the others who has completely lost their sanity.

"Aesop..why are they..crying? I thought they will be happy when i'm gone.." You asked the boy who no longer wear a mask and said,"You don't understand, if you killed yourself and the ones you have met and loved knows about your disappearance, it would effect their lives..you may not think so but they do." He stroked your hair and kissed you on the forehead, you looked down where Naib is, Naib was diagnosed with depression and just sat in his bed all day, not moving, not one inch.

"Your right..but..they'll probably forget about me and be happy again." Aesop hummed in reply and started embracing your delicate figure.

End.

(Yeah, sorry bout the ending, i don't know what to write next so i just stopped, also, please don't end your life, like what Aesop said, this doesn't just effect you, it effects everyone, and yes, i know we haven't even met or know each other but i care for you guys, hope this will make you feel better..)

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