That Smiling Idiot (Jeff the killer x reader)

Chapter 53: Am I Really

Y/n P.o.V
Floating around in a dark green abyss it felt as if I was stuck in a liquid but a breathable one it felt tight tho as if it was moving me and I couldn't move myself. I looked around seeing a dark faint red light below me as I focus more I recognise there's someone stood there, my brother, Malom. He's chanting words but they're muffled. I force my head to rise to look around the abyss as his words spoke bodies began to pop up floating, them all dead. Some missing heads being able to see the throat and the spine, others have guts spread around. I continue to inspect the bodies realising they've all been killed by the same style but different ways they're all missing tongues but some look like claw marks, some teeth marks and some look bludgeoned to death maybe even poisoned now I'm not the brightest buttttt I'm smart enough to know they match my abilities. All marked like a animalistic attack. I went to take a deep breath and felt a pressure on my chest as if I was moving forward at a fast speed it then came to abrupt stop as if I hit a barrier.

I see a clear view of slenders forest at the top of a steepish hill at the top barely visible hidden by the shadow of the trees jeff sat staring down at me... no through me I turn feeling the release of the strong liquid like aura that held me in place previously. Upon turning I see a black Panther sat starring back at Jeff it's tail showing anger as it slaps the ground backing a semi Loud thump. It's eyes where a mint colour, wait no red, wait no green, hold on they where changing like my ability I walk closer to it and it's eyes flick to me and smirks then back to Jeff. It was a remake of me but not I can't remember any of this but it clearly noticed me and I don't have that ability. The panther stood up heading up the hill towards Jeff, Jeff just watched it approach his knife visibly in his hoodie pocket his hands rest behind his head. I walked beside the panther. "Who are you?", "your not me", "you can see me and hear me so answer". The panther shot me a side glance as a voice echoed in my head.
"Shut it you made a contract you can't go back you'll get your body soon" I was shocked is this past or president nothing what was said made sense. The panther came to a stop over 2 meters away from Jeff n growled. Jeff stood up and looked at the panther.
"You look like y/n" he spoke hope in his voice.
"I'm meant to look like her technically I am" the panther spoke recognising the voice of malom.
"Where is she then" he spoke abruptly.
"In a spiritual lock on the road to no sanity she'll be back one day that's all I came to say" Malom began to walk away and It felt like I locked eyes with Jeff and he reached forward to me I reached forward too right before I could reach far enough I was pulled back into the dark green abyss. I felt the full pressure of 3 months and then I was back in the forest my body moved and talked on its own everything I wanted to say just came out as echoes in my own head...

Y/n P.O.V present time
My body is unconscious now and I feel stuck able to think to myself it's clear my body is under control but how does it run what's keeping it going. My brain stuttered at the thought until a bell rung. The insanity and anger I get from not being able to move and speak how I want get transferred into its attitude and fuels it. But how am I meant to tell anyone or show proof of any of this if I have no control... am I really trapped...