H&J Lockdown

4

Have you ever found yourself totally consumed by someone? Not in a bad way but in a way where you feel lost if you are not with them but lost in them when you are? Like you can't get enough of that person sexually, emotionally, mentally, physically... That is how it is between me and Hero. We have such a strong connection in every aspect that it sometimes makes both of us unable to think clearly around one and other. Sometimes even apart from each other, like if we are fighting.

Both of us are usually level headed, smart people but when it comes to each other, all bets are off. That is why tonight, unless Hero magically started carrying condoms again- he stopped when I went on the pill, there will be no sex. Or messing around of any kind because, like I said, neither of us are able to think clearly around each other especially when we are intimate in any way and I am not taking any chances.

"We need a treat for the movie." I tell Hero while rummaging through my suitcase looking for something modest to sleep in. We just finished eating and decided to watch something on Netflix. My plan was to distract Hero from sex by looking unsexy and falling asleep early so he didn't get any ideas. Solid, simple plan.

"I'll order us a treat from the room service menu while you do your thing." He replies.

I take my time doing my nightime routine and change into the long sleeve shirt and pajama pants I found, leaving my bra and tank top on under my long sleeve shirt, just to be safe. I throw my hair up in a messy ponytail and dab some pimple cream on my forehead where I'm starting to break out. If the clothes don't put him off the pimple cream should do the trick.

I exit the bathroom and find Hero standing next to the bed, stripping down to his breifs. The sight of his half naked body gets me flustered and I can't stop staring. He catches me and gives me a knowing smirk, making my heart race. I know I need to be strong tonight but I am for sure being tested.

I shake my head and look around trying to calm myself. I spot a tray on the bed with a bottle of wine, two wine glasses and two pieces of chocolate cake.

"This is all they had on their dessert menu." he tells me as he gets into bed and starts pouring the wine. I say a silent prayer to myself that the wine has low alcohol content so that I can keep my head clear and my legs closed before joining him in bed.

We decide on the movie The Platform and start eating our dessert. I eat my cake and drink my wine as slow as possible while Hero seems to inhale all of his.

"You don't like it?" He asks, eyeing my cake hungrily.

"I do." I tell him. I get a bite of my cake for him and lift my fork to his mouth. I usually don't like sharing my food, especially my treats but he looks so cute eyeing my food, I'll make a exception. But just one bite, the rest is mine.

I pull my fork away from his mouth and he follows it until his face is close to mine and he gently licks the corner of my mouth. I gasp.

"You had some frosting." he whispers, looking into my eyes, then my lips. I put a hand to his chest and push him away.

"Nope. Were not going there tonight unless you have condoms." I tell him before going back to eating my cake and watching the movie trying to act unaffected.

"Why would I have condoms?" He asks, but doesn't wait for me to reply, "We didn't use one earlier, remember?"

"That was before I knew I forgot to take my birth control yesterday and today or that I may have lost them."

"Babe, there is plenty we can do instead of sex that we didn't get to earlier." He says teasingly.

"Nope," I reply and give him a quick kiss. "We don't know how to stop."