H&J Lockdown

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I give myself a hour to collect my thoughts and another hour to let Hero calm down then try calling him. He doesn't answer so I try again and again, knowing hes ignoring me. Eventually I give up and a hour after my last call I finally get a text from him.

H: I will call you tomorrow when I am done working. We both need to think about our situation.

J: What do you mean? If I don't let these pictures go public you don't want to be with me?

H: I don't care what you do with these pictures. I don't want them to go public so you can travel home safely and privately.

H:I mean about keeping our lives so private. You give me whiplash.

H: I always want to be with you. I'm just mad. 

J: How do I give you whiplash?

H: Like during promo. Sometimes you don't hide us or your feelings for me. Sometimes you act like I'm yours.

H: And I always make sure everyone knows your mine, even if I don't say the words or say the opposite for our privacy.

H: But then outside of that its a huge secret for you. People create rumors that hurt us both. We do crazy things to hide or play games by hiding.

H: I know we had to do it in the beginning and its what we agreed to but things have changed. There is no going back for me.

J: You are mine. I can't hide that during promo.

J: I just like our private life. Without people involved in it, like when we fight and do stupid things publicly.

J: And I am not ready to share baby J with everyone.

H: Me either. Not right away.

J: I'm willing to try after she is born if you will be patient with me. Slowly. Test the waters first before we dive in.

H: I don't want you to say that just to please me. Think it over because once its out there, there is no going back.

*Sorry the chapter is so short but I am on a break and didn't have time to do a full update. Hope you all have a great week!