H&J Lockdown

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The doctor called with my tests results later that week. The hCG levels in my blood increased so we had to go back earlier this week to make sure they continued to go up and were now waiting for the results. Again.

All in all things were looking positive but with the lock down easing everywhere and now more so in his country I couldn't help but feel a bit anxious.

Not only was I feeling anxious about my new life and what was to come I also had to factor in the pandemic and keeping myself, us, safe in such uncertain times. Especially now when the reality was that at some point me and Hero would be separated and I feared countries would lock down again while we were apart making it difficult for us to get back to each other.

Aside from that I knew he was getting invited to go out by friends and eventually it would be something he wanted to do, which was fine. After months of being together non stop besides maybe a couple hours here and there, we could use some time apart. The problem was, that I was in a foreign country where I didn't have my own friends, didn't want to risk catching the virus and also didn't want fans to spot me out so I stayed inside most of the time.

My work was also suffering and I couldn't participate in certain things but now that Hollywood went back to work I would have to too.

This was something I made sure to talk to the doctor about when he called with the results and he said once my levels were steadily high I was okay to travel.

I could tell it wasn't the news Hero wanted but it was our reality and something that he would also have to do sooner or later.

Today we were having a lazy day in bed after getting off of face time with my parents and I could tell a change in Heros demeanor since we hung up with them. Not wanting to ruin my Netflix day I ignore my gut feeling and snuggled into him anyway, using his chest as my pillow.

"Are you going to want to raise the baby back home?" He asks taking me by surprise.

"What? In Perth?" I ask, not knowing how to answer because I hadn't given it any thought.

"Yeah, to be near your parents."

"I haven't thought about it to be honest."

"Oh."

I abandoned the movie and turn my head, laying my chin on his chest to look up at him. "Where do you want to?"

"Here." He says flatly.

"In your bro apartment?" I tease.

"No, I told you I wanted to find our own place."

"Yeah.""Would you be willing to do that? Move here?"

I think about it for a minute before answering. "I always pictured raising my kids in Perth.... But I know living here means a lot to you."

"Oh." He says again disappointment etched on his face.

"But in the past two years I have only been home a handful of times and since I haven't found somewhere in LA to call home and just move around in between trips to Perth and to visit you I have realized my home is wherever you are. You are my home."

He smiles and rubs my cheek. "Does that mean we can look for our own place then?"

"I guess it does... but only if you promise to make some trips back home with me for holidays and stuff. I want my parents to be apart of our life."

"Of course baby."

He pulls me up his body until our faces meet. I swing my leg over to straddle him and sit up as he rubs his hands up and down my body until he cups my ass and starts rubbing me against his erection.

Releasing my ass once I start moving on him, he runs his hands back up my body, taking the bottom of his T shirt I am wearing and pulling it over my head leaving me naked from the waist up.

He flips us over and removes my shorts and underwear before undressing himself. Sitting on his knees he watches as he fingers me, making sure I'm ready, then settles over me. We kiss passionately as he enters me, stretching me and filling me completely and making love to me slowly.

Wanting it harder I try to push him over so I can ride him but he doesn't stop and instead holds my hands down by my head letting me know hes in charge.

He continues to make love to me slow, whispering sweet things in between kisses and finally when the buildup is too intense and I throw my head back ecstasy, he picks up his pace while kissing my chest and neck until he comes inside of me.