H&J Lockdown

69

Once the door closed behind Hero, the initial shock I felt wore off as quickly as it came and was replaced by anger surging through my body. I got up and dressed quickly, in small night shorts and a loose tshirt forgoing any underwear. I ran out of our room heated, not caring if his friends were still in the living room, determined to chew him out for being so cold. But I was too late and only caught the last sight of their taillights as they pulled away from the house through the front window. He really was gone. Folding into myself I cried as I hugged my legs to my chest on the living room floor. Nothing about how the way Hero was acting made any sense. He was cold, detached but territorial. All over one lousy movie role I was offered.

Needing to vent I called my best friend in LA and we had dinner over ft and talked about anything and everything for hours. I kept waiting for the front door the to open and for Hero to walk in but then around midnight I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer and decided to sleep while the baby slept.

Loud banging woke me up at 2 AM so I jumped out of bed and ran to the babies room to make sure she was ok since she was sleeping in her own crib more and more. After finding her sleeping I run out of her room to follow the sound of the banging and find its coming from the front door. I look out the peep hole and see Hero leaning on the door, drunk.

"What is wrong with you?" I yell at him as I open the door and he falls in side on me.

"I forgot my keys." He says laughing at himself. 

 I lock up then lead him over to the couch, pushing his body down on it and turn away from him to go back to bed but in he quickly grabs me with his long arms and turns me, pulling me down on his body by the backs of my legs so I'm straddling him.

"You smell like beer and cigarettes." I complain pushing away from him but he holds me in place. "Where were you?"

"Downtown watching the game then we celebrated the win after." He tells me nipping at my neck.

"Why couldn't you tell me that earlier?" I snap pushing his head away from my neck.

He shrugs, "Didn't think you would care."

"Why wouldn't I care?" I ask annoyed.

"Because I can feel you distancing yourself from me." He says like the answer is obvious.

"How am I distancing myself from you? You have been distant all week then used me to get off earlier on some power trip and then left me high and dry to go play with your friends." I yell at him.

"For one, you were not dry." He says bursting out laughing so I smack his hands away from me. "No. No. come back baby. I'm sorry."

He turns serious grabbing my face. "It scares me that you didn't tell me you were interested in doing that movie again after we broke up over it last year. I can't do that again, it messed me up. I become irrational and want to own you when I feel like this and I was embarrassed by how jealous I got that my friends seen you today so after I came, I ran."

"I am not distancing my self from you I just didn't want to fight over the movie again." I tell him grabbing his hands.

"But we tell each other everything Jo. Thats what we promised each other."

I nod, knowing hes right.

"Did I hurt you?" He asks looking me over.

"Just my heart when you left. I like when your Scorpio jealous side comes out and you dominate me." I tease him but its really the truth and he knows it. He didn't hurt me and I loved what he was doing to me up until he left.

"You can always tell me to stop when I get like that." He says shyly.

"I don't think I will ever want you to stop though." I tell him honestly.

He kisses me hesitantly so i kiss him back passionately, grabbing his hair. He moves his hands to my ass, squeezing it lightly.

"Stop being gentle." I tell him breaking the kiss. I grab his hand off my ass and bring it to my mouth, sucking on only his pointer and middle finger. 

I watch his face, as i lead those two fingers down my chest, stomach and finally to my center. I use them to move my shorts to the side then run them up and down my slit.

His eyes become hooded and he takes over,  rubbing me and finally pushing his fingers inside of me. I cry out as i start riding his hand, needing the release i was refused earlier. 

It  takes me only seconds to find it and i come hard as my body twitches on top of him as he watches me. 

I feel him trying to remove his pants with his other hand,  no doubt wanting to have sex again but i stop him, by standing up, fixing my shorts and giving him a quick kiss. 

"Thanks. Im going to bed." I tell him before leaving him high and dry as payback for earlier.