H&J Lockdown

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Flying pregnant was more uncomfortable then I thought it would be. By the time the plane finally landed I was ready to run over everyone to get off of it.

I put on my sunglasses and pulled the hood of my jacket over my head, tucking my hair in it before exiting the plane, hoping no one would recognize me.

I made sure to text Hero, letting him know I made it on my short ride from the airport. He didn't text back and I didn't know if that was because of how we left things or if he was traveling. My brain was too fried to calculate where we were at at this point but I figured we were fine.

Its not that we left things in a bad way- just in a weird way. The whole weekend had been off from him purposly missing his flight to me having to go to the hospital.

He didn't act mad before I left. He stayed with me until I had to board the plane, not saying a lot but making sure to be close to me, touching me constantly. Even though he had to be touching me he was still distant. He didn't want to talk and wouldn't answer most of my questions so instead we sat in silence until I left.

After I was on the plane I checked my email I found out that while I was sleeping the night before he had been trying to clear my schedule. Judging by the emails I received, my team was not happy with me. And I simply didn't care. My priorities were changing and they would have to accept that. I would fulfill my obligations for this movie and take time off until the birth of the baby. I was going to be selfish.

Another thing weighing heavily in the back of my mind was the new variant of the virus. It would make traveling that much harder and I knew, taking that into consideration that I had made the right decision.