For You (BL) [COMPLETE]

FY 30

"Good morning, dad!" Bati ko sa tatay kong katabi ko ngayon sa kama. I just missed him so much kaya ni-request kong tabihan niya ako sa pagtulog. Mahigit 5 months ko na rin kasi siyang 'di nakakatabi at nakakayakap sa pagtulog.

"Goodmorning din sa 'yo, my little princess." Niyakap naman kaagad niya ako at hinalikan sa noo.

"Dad may kakantahin ako sa 'yo," naisipan kong kantahin 'yung narinig kong kanta nung isang araw. Naiyak kasi ako sa meaning ng kanta at iyakin din itong si dad kaya sure akong maiiyak siya sa kanta.

Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko sa study table at pinlay ko na ang music.

[NP; First Man by: Camila Cabello]

'Yes I'm gonna stay with him tonight
I'll see you in the mornin'
No of course, he won't drink and drive
Can you say bye to mom for me?'

I really loved this song, sa tuwing kinakanta ko 'to, naaalala ko ang lalaking nasa harapan ko. He was just smiling at me as I sing the song for him.

'Oh you'll like him, he's really kind
And he's funny like you sometimes
And I found someone I really like
Maybe for the first time'

'No I don't need a jacket
It's not that cold tonight
And you worry, I get it
But he's waiting outside'

Imbes na siya ang paluhain ko, ako na tuloy ang naiiyak.

'I swear on my heart
That he's a good man
I know you'll stay up late
Just waiting for me
You held me so tight
Now someone else can
But you were the first man that really loved me
Now you're on the driveway
Faking a smile
You wish you could tell him he doesn't deserve me
So I had to stop the car and turn around
To tell you you were the first man that really loved me
that really loved me
You really love me'

Ramdam na ramdam ko talaga ang lyrics ng kanta. Mas dumami tuloy ang luhang pumapatak nang yakapin ako ni dad nang mahigpit.

"Hush... my princess, I'm your first man and forever be the first man that will always love you, don't cry na..." He rubs my back and it soothes me so good. Ang swerte ko dahil meron akong daddy na kagaya niya, since the day that I confessed my gender identity, nariyan siya upang suportahan at tanggapin ako. Nawalan man ako ng mommy, ay 'di naman ako nagkulang sa pagmamahal ng isang daddy.

"I love you dad." I hugged him tight.

"I love you too, anak." Right after his sweet response, he kissed me on my forehead.

"Dad magpapaalam po sana ako, may pupuntahan po kasi kami ni Kard ngayon pero 'di po 'yon date ha. By the way dad, date tayo mamaya ha!" Nagpaalam na nga ako kay dad at madali lang naman siyang kausap.

Kasalukuyan na nga kaming papunta ni Kard ngayon sa dorm ng HHU. Nandun kasi si Charm at sinabihan niya kasi ako kahapon na pumunta sa dorm niya para gawin kaming guests, news for new couple daw ng HHU, shet HAHAHAHHA, may pa ganun?