Y/n pov:
I watched as the raindrops raced down the window in the car as I laid my head back on the seat.
Keith put his hand on my thigh and I looked at him giving him a weak smile and I could tell he was hurting right now also.
Once Keith pulled into our driveway he helped me out the car and helped me inside and I finally could relax in my own home and mourn in peace.
"Im going to go pick up kiya from your mom house." He said kissing my forehead.
"Okay." I said and walked up the steps and going inside my room.
I kicked off my shoes and laid on the bed and looked beside me to see a ultrasound.
I bit my lip as I tried my best not to cry at the moment so I just walked out the room.
I went inside the nursery and looked at the walls and everything and fell to my knees.
It's all my fault that the baby didn't make it and I feel so horrible and as much as Keith wanted a son, I took that from him.
I wiped my eyes and looked at the pictures of the ultrasound and our maternity shoot that we had.
I feel so bad knowing that kiya won't have a little brother now and that I took that from her.
I heard the door open downstairs and I wiped my face before leaving out of the room and going downstairs.
"Mommy." Kiya said running to me with her small hands in the air.
I picked her up as she laughed as I spun her around.
"I missed your cuddles." I said to her as she kissing my forehead.
I set her down as Keith came in the house with some of my favorite things and I smiled at him.
"Have you been crying?" He asked me as I shook my head no.
"Y/n don't lie cause your eye are puffy and red." He said coming over to me and wrapping his arms around me.
I instantly broke down in his arms and cried as he rubbed my back and whispered sweet things to me.
"Y/n stop blaming yourself it wasn't your fault that our son didn't make it." He said rubbing my back.
"Keith it is I could have done something different with my pregnancy and he would have made it." I said crying still.
"Shhh." Keith said as he laid with me on the couch.
I soon fell asleep in his arms but still wishing everything was different.
Don't know how I feel about this one.
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Also pt.3 will be posted tomorrow or either later on☺️.
