*recap*
sydney: *crying* h-he's not coming b-back and i
don't know what to d-do.
*end of recap*
sydney: *crying* i miss h-him.
anthony walks over to my bed and sits down beside me, i sit up and pull my knees to my chest. anthony pulls me to his side and hugs me, i wipe my eyes and try to calm down.
jaden: have you tried messaging him?
sydney: *crying* n-no. i've called him a few times and he's declined every call.
josh: why did he just leave you?
sydney: *crying* i-i don't know. he said he was just done with us and done with everything so he was gonna start a new life.
bryce: maybe he stopped loving you. maybe that's why he just got up and left.
anthony: bryce shut the hell up. don't say that. try to at least have some sympathy.
bryce: i'm sorry sydney. i'm not good at comforting people and you know i never liked chase-
jaden: bryce stop talking.
josh: yeah you're making this situation worse.
sydney: *crying* maybe he did stop l-loving me-
anthony: no he didn't.
sydney: *crying* but what if he did? i-i know he said that he still l-loves me but you don't just break up w-with someone and leave them and all of your old friends behind and say that y-you still love that p-person. maybe he never loved me.
jaden: don't say that syd. he loved you just as much as you loved him-
sydney: *crying* clearly i loved him m-more because i didn't just get up and l-leave him. he didn't and doesn't love me as much as i love him.
a couple of minutes go by and i calm down and wipe my tears.
bryce: this isn't going to turn into that twilight situation when edward left and bella sat in her room for months and months right? that would be ridiculous, you know that right?
josh: okay bryce get the fuck out. you clearly have no sympathy.
i hear footsteps and my door opening and closing a few seconds later
jaden: what can we do to make you feel a little bit better?
sydney: i don't k-know.
anthony: do you want to get over him?
sydney: no but i know that eventually i have to because he doesn't want me a-anymore.
anthony's grip tightens around me.
josh: do you want us to help you get over him?
sydney: i don't know.
a few hours have gone by and i'm laying on my bed with the blankets over me and the lights off, everyone else is in their room sleeping. i've called chase a few more times but he declined all of the calls, i grab my phone off of my nightstand and start sending him texts.
sydney🥺: chase please.
sydney🥺: please don't do this. i love you.
sydney🥺: i need you here with me. i'm sorry for everything if i ever did anything.
sydney🥺: i understand if you fell out of love with me but why did you have to do it this way? why couldn't you have just talked to me? i am here for you and i was always there for you. i love you and i need you.
sydney🥺: please just call me or answer my calls? i just want to hear your voice again.
tears gather in my eyes again, i look at my phone and see that it's 1 am. i shut my phone off and set it by my side, i wipe my eyes with the back of my hands. about 20 minutes go by and my phone starts ringing, i quickly grab it and see that Chase is calling me. i quickly answer the call and put my phone to my ear.
sydney: chase? i'm-
chase: sydney i'm sorry. i know that they way i ended things between us is fucked up and i'm sorry.
sydney: w-why'd you leave me? why are you abandoning me?
chase: because i can't do it anymore. i'm done with all of the rumors about you and anthony-
sydney: i'd never ever do anything with anthony. i love you and i would never do that to you.
chase: i'm sorry. this isn't easy for me either syd. i want a new life. i don't like the life i'm living and i want to start over and that unfortunately means that i have to leave everyone that i love behind.
sydney: i'll leave everyone behind too and we can do this together. i'd risk everything just to be with you again. chase i love you so much.
chase: no. i need to do this and i need to do it without you and all of my old friends. this will probably be the last time you hear from me-
sydney: please don't chase. i don't want this to happen. i love you and i want to be with you. p-please don't do this.
chase: syd i love you and i always will.
sydney: if you love me why are you leaving me? you can't j-just say that you l-love me and then just a-abandon me.
chase: once you love someone you never really stop loving them.
sydney: so i'm going to have to deal with this heartache for the rest of my life? chase this is so hard for me. i thought we were okay. w-we had plans to m-move in together in a few m-months and w-we had plans to get married next year and we were gonna h-have kids and be a h-happy family. wh-what happened?
chase: sydney p-please just stop. i know we had plans for all of this but it's never going to happen and you have to accept that now. find someone else that will make you feel how i made you feel. it will take your mind off of me and you will forget about me and this is will be so much easier.
