//Part 12//

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"Di ko inexpect na inaantay moko." naguusap kami ni Seph sa labas, "Well... Look I couldn't forget yung day na yun. Gusto ko sana magsorry sayo nun. Pero wala na daw kayo. Kaya every day, I went here para antayin kayo, kasi Ian I really regreted it.. Yung mga words... Na sinabi ko sayo, it hurted me so I can't imagine yung hurt na nafeel mo nung araw na yun and-" sabi niya," Look Seph.. I can't really do this... Right now.. Kakauwi ko lang, I'm tired, and pagkatapos ng mga nangyari you're here! Nagsosorry ka and you're rambling- naooverwhelm ako"

"Ian wai-" iniwan ko siya dun outside, kung hindi ako nagbago.. I would probably run to his arms and cry with him dahil namiss ko siya, dahil gusto ko parin siya. "Kamusta yung paguusap niyo?" tanong ni mama pagkapasok ko, "Ma... Please.." sabi ko and umakyat sa kwarto ko.

"Ugghhhh" I reached out sa table ko, looking for my phone, it was dark.. "3:15? It's early in the morning huh?" tinignan ko yung room ko. It was a mess. May maleta, may mga damit na nakalagay kung saan saan.

DING!

Hindi na ako sanay na may nagtetext sakin because to take a break from my life here I broke of all connections invluding buying a new sim card. Pero syempre kailangan ulit ibalik yung luma kasi I'm back here. Nagulat ako ng icheck ko yung messages ko

Joseph: Ian, I'm sorry
(August 24, 3:45am)

Joseph: Ian, kailan ka babalik?
(August 28, 5:43pm)

Joseph: Are you doing well?
Joseph: I just hope na magrespond ka
Joseph: Stay safe nalang
(September 5, 10:53am)

Joseph: Hi Ian!
(September 12, 2:35pm)

Joseph: May sakit ako ngayon:(
(September 16, 5:27am)

Joseph: Kamustaaa?
(September 25, 2:57pm)

Joseph: hry Isn Im mussinf yiu
Joseph: why dobt tiu twxt vaxk
Joseph: im drubj im dorry
(September 29, 3:34am)

Joseph: I'm so sorry I was drunk,
And di ko alam na ginawa ko to I'm sorry
(September 29, 1:21pm)

Joseph: Do you hate me?
(October 15, 12:43am)

Joseph: I'm sorry
(October 26, 11:56pm)

Joseph: Kumain kana? Kain ka na
(October 27, 12:37pm)

Joseph: Miss you:<
(October 29, 2:56am)

Joseph: Hi wassup?
(November 5, 8:06am)

Joseph: Sorry masyado na ata kita
Naaabala minsan nalang ako magchachat.
(November 11, 3:54am)

Joseph: Kamusta kayo jan?
(Novemeber 19, 9:16am)

Joseph: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! SEE
YOU SOON I LOVE YOU BBY!
(November 23, 12:01am)

Joseph: Happy Birthday! Enjoy your
day!
(November 23, 11:57am)

Joseph: Happy birthday! Sana safe
ka jan and always be positive okay?
Happy birthday ulit good night!
(November 23, 11:59pm)

Nagbasa pa ako ng nagbasa ng text niya, nakangiti nako and iniimagine ko, what if pinabayaan ko lang? What if nagpansinan kami? This is so sweet. Finally, nabasa ko na yung latest message niya.

Joseph: If you're mad. I'm
sorry:<
(3:19am)

Ian: I'm not mad. Medyo
naiinis lang ako and pagod.
(Just now)

Joseph: Can we please meet?
Kailangan talaga natin magusap
Please yung matino

Ian: Bukas. After school.
Usap tayo.

Hindi ko na siya nireplyan and then laid down para magpahinga ulit.

--To be Continued--

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