IT HAD BEEN A WEEK SINCE MURPHY's BANISHMENT, and may broke down because of it. a blood vessel busted in her eye. she didn't know why she felt so hurt due to his banishment, it actually confused her more than anything. she developed a connection with the boy, someone who made her feel okay, and oddly safe, yet now he's gone, and she's never gonna see him again.
she wished she could've done something, anything from murphy going crazy and going after charlotte, but her anemia took her down that day, that day of all days. her blood pressure was so high from stress she passed out right after finn and clarke took off with charlotte. when she woke up, krystal was there to tell her the news and a shoulder to cry on.
she's never felt something so bad before, ever since her father died, or when she woke up the day after she tried to commit suicide. now though, she vows to make sure she never feels something like it again, ever again.
yesterday morning a mechanic named raven reyes landed on earth from a hundred year old pod, who was apparently finn's so she heard. she hadn't had the chance to meet her yet, considering she hasn't left her and krystal's tent all day. krystal and clarke occasionally came in to tell her the latest news.
bellamy threw out the radio because he shot chancellor jaha, the whole purpose of sending raven down to earth was by abby, to hopefully see if the hundred was alive. raven didn't have enough time to fix the radio, so they resulted in flares instead, unfortunately they didn't work, and now three hundred and twenty people are dead.
may was constantly thinking about her mom, hoping that she wasn't one of the three hundred, but it was unlikely. next to clarke's mom she was one of the best surgeons in the ark, she would be essential, they wouldn't let her sacrifice her life, she couldn't be one of those people. right?
she laid in her tent, with her blanket draped over her. may was a mess, she hadn't washed up in days, or tried brushing out her knotted hair with her fingertips. yet at least she got rest, and able to walk again without feeling like her joints were on fire.
today was unusual though, she heard rain pattering against her tent but this time it was harder, and the wind was much stronger.
her deep thoughts were abruptly interrupted when krystal busted through the tent, her eyebrows tilted downwards with intense concern. despise how she was feeling, may's protective instincts made her sit up, "what's wrong?"
