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𝒊'𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖. ∘◦ ✾ ◦∘_______ ∘◦ ✾ ◦∘
MAY WASN'T GONNA LIE TO HERSELF, no matter how comfy and secure her environment was, she still found it incredibly hard to let her eyelids fall shut and let her body fall into an unconsciousness for a couple hours. she tossed and turned every minute and got at least three hours of sleep in total. the only main thoughts that circulated her mind were not only the current events that were going on, but her friends, and murphy.
last night may took clarke's advice and decided to give herself the credit she deserved, also meaning to try and forget the people that broke her in many ways, and that someone was murphy. she so desperately wanted to force herself to forget him, but he was all she could think about. when rain poured, his smile appeared in her mind. when looking at the stars, the feeling of their hands perfectly laced together came back once more circulating her overwhelming thoughts.
but still, no matter how hard she tried, he was always still in her mind no matter what she did. she could be walking down the halls of arkadia or sewing up someone's wound and still think of him. and after receiving his note she thought to herself that only time would help her heal her broken heart, but still three months had gone by and it still hurt as much as it did the first day.
still trying to get the boy out of her head, may fernsby and clarke griffin walked down the halls of polis, towards the blonde's bedroom. they were going home, and clarke needed to pack so may decided to help her, knowing that all she had was her weapon and the clothes on her back anyways.
when the two teenage girls entered clarke's bedroom, may fernsby was lightly giggling at something the blonde had said. it had been awhile since the girl had laughed, and in all honesty, it felt good to the ombré haired girl.
may fernsby was looking elsewhere when suddenly the blonde had abruptly stopped in her tracks, her mouth open in shock. concerned of what clarke was looking at, may followed her gaze, her hazel blue eyes landing on a figure lying in a chair, with his hands bound behind his back. the girl froze at the spot, she recognized the features in a second, it was the boy she fell in love with, murphy.
"murphy?" clarke sputtered aloud in shock, before racing over to help the boy who had a gag in his mouth. may parted her cracked lips to say something, anything, but nothing came out, she was frozen in shock. for so long she asked herself the same questions every night before she went to bed, where is he? is he alive? or is he dead? why did he leave me? did i really not mean that much to him? and now all the sudden there he appeared, alive, something may pondered all the time not knowing the boys status for the past three and a half months.
