Alas Tres

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<*Axel, can we talk?*> Erase. Erase. Para akong sira ngyon. I was typing lot of stuffs on the message box of Axel's facebook account. Ilang beses na akong nagtitipa ng mga salita but I just kept on erasing and hesitating to send those messages for him. Alam kong ang b*tch ng dating pero nami-miss ko na talaga si Axel after the things that I have done to him these past few days.

I scrolled my down on Axel's facebook account and I found out a lot of stuffs. Madami siyang likers at kahit anong angle ng pictures niya, stolen man o sinasadya, I admit that he's a good looking guy. He's hot.

"I miss you Axel," malungkot na bulong ko sa sarili nang makita ko ang isang picture kung saan nay hawak siyang bouquet of flowers kung saan may nakasabit na card at nakusalat ang mga katagang "FOR MY AYA."

Ewan ko pero bigla akong naluha matapos kojg makita ang picture. Actually, gusto ko naman si Axel e. Pero natatakot lang talaga ako magkaroon ng closure sa isang tao because I'm always afraid na maging katulad ako ng mom ko. She killed herself after my effin dad left him.

Tumalon ang mom ko sa isang building, nagka-lasog-lasog ang katawan niya. I saw it. I saw everything! And the reason on why she killed was because of my dad!!!