Desperado

part 39

BIG PLOT TWIST AT THE END OF CHAPTER. KINDA DIDNT WANT TO ADD IT BUT OH WELL DONT HATE ME

another punch in my stomach as i scream louder and louder

joeys in tears, yelling at carter, "carter! i'm going to fucking kill you!"

another punch in my stomach, "carter stop it!" i cry, "please" i whimper

and another one, and another, and another

i scream in pain, carter continues to punch every 5 seconds

he's hurting me and killing the baby

i scream and try getting out of alexs grip

my screams echo around the room and joeys shouting makes it worse

"carter!" joey shouts so loud that i think i might just witness everyones death in the room once he's released  

i cry more and more. this isn't the carter i knew, he would never hurt me

i feel my stomach twist and turn, starting to feel numb by all the punches. the room starts to get hotter and i feel as if i'm about to faint

"that's enough!" joey shouts

"carter" my voice breaks, "please" i sob, "it's dead... it's gone the baby is gone just stop"

but he doesn't, he continues to abuse me

"not until i see the fetus drop" he hits me again

everyone just watches this happening. no one is holding back carter or telling him to stop but joey

no one defends me

more tears fall down my face as i feel backstabbed

these people were suppose to be my family

i forgave them after all the wrong things they've done to me. they made fun of me, humiliated me, lied to me

"carter, fuck!" joey moves around in the chair

"carter" i cry, "it's dead please stop"

he throws one more punch, so hard to the point where i lost my breath. he slowly backs away and looks at me

"happy? i did you guys a favor!" carter shouts

i bite my bottom lip and cry, "i hate you so much"

carter grabs my face, "i don't care"

"why did i do wrong?" i sob, "i did everything for you, for all of you! and this is how you treat me?"

"the only thing you did for us is make us miserable. we shouldve never trusted michael and killed you on spot!" david shouts from across the room

alex grips me harder and joey looks furious. none of this is going to end well

"really david? tell me what i did wrong! when have i ever did you guys dirty! i-i helped you find your mother after years of you finding her" i look at carter

"and you became my best friend when jeremy left" i look at leo, "i- i helped you build a family"

"and alex!" i cry, "i was the only one in the room when you tried to kill yourself! i helped you... all of you!"

they all stare at me, my heart racing. i think i'm about to throw up

i still can't process the fact that all of this happened with the people i loved the most

i should've known better. they always end up hurting me at the end

joey rips out of the ropes and alex drops me on the floor. joey runs towards carter and everyone runs to stop joey