Desperado

part 70

elenas pov

nothing was worse then being stuck in my room all day. i know people are over right now but i am tempted to walk out and show myself

i loved being the center of attention at times. maybe i should walk out naked? that would make giovanni really mad

there was a knock on my door, ryan walks in with a plate. i'm underneath my pink silk blanket staring at the ceiling till he grabs my attention by kicking the bed

"what" i keep my eyes on the ceiling

"i brought you food" he says and my eyes go to him, i sit up on the bed and look down at the plate

a croissant

"i don't want it" i lay back down

"gio said you really like croissants, so i brought you one"

"get out" i sigh, maybe i was being a little mean to ryan but i'm not in the mood

i hear him leave the plate on my nightstand and walk out my room. i should've asked him if the guest have left yet

i stare at the two grand that was left on my drawer. i have no idea how i'm going to leave that for sophia and jay without getting caught. they would obviously snitch me out so i can't see them

i wonder how they are doing, as well as joey even though i hate him. i use to struggle at night without him and now i'm doing fine

i'm too distracted to even think about him sometimes. he wanted me dead and now he's dead to me. he's probably kissing his sisters ass right now for all i care

i pull the blanket off me and open the closet, i grab a pair of silky shorts and a black lace bra. i want to feel the adrenaline in my blood, i wanna make giovanni mad. i've been stuck in my room for the past 4 hours and i'm going nuts

i need some water, too bad i can't have any tequila. only 6 more months till i pop this baby out. as long as i'm here i'm safe and so will my baby be.

i trust giovanni and know as long as i work with him my kids will be safe. it sucks but i made a deal and the only way out that deal is if he dies and no one is strong enough to kill him

he's intimidating, rude, cold but it makes me want to push his buttons even more. he won't hurt me so i wonder what he'll do

plus being here all alone in my room makes me lonely and that is never good. i need to feel something, i'd even let him cut my arm, i'm desperate, i'm touch deprived

i stare myself in the mirror and fix my hair. i'm practically half naked and for a girl who's been pregnant for 3 months i look great

i open my room door and walk down the hallway feeling better then ever. i get to the living room and everyone has their heads down

giovannis back was facing me and the others were sitting on the couch across from him. i talk a few steps towards giovanni and stand behind him

he's signing a few papers on his lap. the 3 guests heads look up at me and i give them a small wave, they were incredibly young, maybe 20. two of them were boys and one girl with purple hair

did giovanni say he was going to kill these people? i don't remember but might as well put on a show

i pull down my shorts and reveal my lace underwear. i go down to giovannis neck and leaving a kiss, he doesn't flinch

his head slowly rises and my heart starts racing, im loving this. "hey" i whisper

"is that ele-?" giovanni throws a knife at the girl, the two guys stand but are quickly shot