This 'alien' feelings!

Definition of define

In all his life, Win wasn't exactly having a great time in between elementary school and his primary school period. He was made fun of just because he have two dad and were even called a fag by the other kid. It's hurtful when he thinks about it, how can an innocent 9 years old boys do that? Well, the root to it was the children's parent itself, as parent act like their role model and somehow like an 'alright' meter to their kid. 

How they raise their kids and how they explains thing in a more simple and meaningful way without unconsciously sprinkling some or many toxics in their everyday growing up environment. You don't just run with a panic and scared face while hugging your kid like he was in danger just because a few couple of parent who are not your usual stereotype husband and wife is around them. Because this action makes your kid see and interpret this as a measure of dangers and will keep it inside their brain, so that later on when the kid see the same thing, their cognitive side of the brain will try to route out that and deemed it to be a 'bad' thing. Thus singling out anything related to the 'danger' or 'bad' things, in this case. Win.

Though having a tough childhood this doesn't changed him a bit, because the amount of loves he received from his two dad is way more bigger than the amount of hates he received in his school. Win was proud of it, proud to received the love from his parent and he didn't hesitant to give them his love back.

 And to be fair, not all the kids in school treat him like that, there are some genuinely good kid among the bad one. Beside, Win is one smart kid, so he understand things much more quicker if you just explain it to him slowly. And so due to that, Win unconditionally grown up to be just fine. Sure there were times that made him stress and eating food was one way for him to overcome it resulting him to be a bit chubby by the time he went for his high school. But who cares? Win didn't.

High school was the turning point of our cutie Win's social life. There he met his stupidly loving friends, by the age of 16 Win had his first relationship with a girl that lasted for a year until they decided to break up with mutual understanding since the girl was moving away. He was called gay and fag all the time and he didn't pay heed to it. Because in time, they all will eventually wear down and simmer into a norm that people began to find it not interesting anymore, that is why right now at the age of 17 he can peacefully conduct and live his high school life in a good way. Well even if there is a bully, Win three friends will secretly beat the bullies behind his back unnoticed, just for keeping Win's innocence at its best.

Win understand it himself that what they define and call him are not what he define himself. Periodt.

He could like whoever he wants to because it's fine, he have fallen in love once and yet people wasn't satisfied with him, since they were expect him to fall in love with the same gender just because he was raised by two men who happens to be gay and married.

To him, love is gender-less but love is not pedophilia. 

Love that he has been shown by his parents, love that he has shared with his friends and love with his first relationship were all different yet at the same time quite similar. Because in the end, it's still love. 

His parent sexuality isn't a choice neither does his sexuality were everyone's choices. You can't be gay just because someone tell you to be one. Yes, you can pretend to be one and its painful. To think that,this is what the 'closeted' do, act straight all the time just to avoid being shunned at by the society as the feel hurt deep inside them, at their very own core of soul are being stabbed by thousands of needles by themselves. They were hurting themselves mentally.

So, anyone can call Win gay or faggot he wouldn't even bat an eye about it, because he knows himself better, but just don't insult his parent if you don't want your jaw to be dislocated. Because Win love both of his parent so much that he'd die for them. And the end of the day,no matter what label you put yourself in, nothing beat Love.

 Love always win, love is a sin, love is beautiful, love what makes a person be better or worst. And sometimes love is confused.

By the end of summer holiday, his weight suddenly went down a bit drastic. New was worried for it but Win assures him that it maybe because he spent too much playing outdoors with his three dumb friends and also joined them to the gym. That's why when school start after the, Win suddenly became a hot topic for a while. But sadly Win didn't know about it, neither does his dumb friends. Or they didn't want Win to know.

Win isn't exactly as handsome as you'd expect him to be, but the lack of handsomeness in his face was overcame by his cuteness, beauty, innocent and a little bit of mischievousness in it. But that was when his face was a lil' bit chubby. And right now after slimming down a bit, there's that boyish look that has been polished within his appearance that matched well with his persona. Hence~ A handsome bunny is born.

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"Okay class that's it for today, do your own revisions at home. This is your last year in high school I hope you guys has set your goal to a certain college or university for your future -blah blah blah" Miss Panhan always drags their time for like 1 to 2 minute every time she was about to get out from their class.

"Ugh~ I swear this is getting annoying!" Aj yell in whispering style.

"And I swear you'd be the first one to say 'I miss Ms Panhan' when we are out from this school~Right Win." Pluem said as he asked for Win confirmation, but the boy was just daydreaming and his friends notices this.

"Hey Win~!" Khao nudge him startling the boy before he throw a confused look toward Khao.

"What is it with you and your daydreaming. This is the third time today, are you sure you're okay?" Khao asked.

"Nothing, it's just that... I felt some longing feelings every time I look at the blue sky. Like my mind was outta from this world for brief moment."

"huh~" all three of his friend let out a confused sound while squinting their eyes.

"What?" Win asked. After that, Miss Panhan leaves the classroom. 

"So have you put thought on where you gonna go for college?" Pluem changes the topic

"I don't know yet, I'm planning to get opinion from my dads about it before I set my mind..."

"Good, tell us after you've made your mind... We'll try to follow you..." Khao assures, and its Win turns to squint his eyes.

"What if I choose a really hard University or college, can you guys manage it?" Win asks, he knows he can easily enter one of the prestigious university in their country but, he refused to acknowledge it. He is smart and intelligent, but oblivious to people feelings and gesture which is why his three friends are worried what will happen if he is left alone with stranger that has a bad intention, they sure know that Win wont even notice it until few of his things went missing.

"Guys I just got message from Bright, the match start at 5PM instead of 6PM. Are you guys okay with that?" Pluem asks.

"Cool... no problem." Aj assure as Win too agrees.

They went to their respective home, Khao told them if there isn't much to do at his house he'll come watch their match.