Win's PoV
The cold surrounding pricks my skins as I woke up into nothingness. Colorful 'aurora' like things lights up all round yet, failed to light this place up. Until one of the aurora turns into transparent humanoid form. Faceless, Genderless and Voiceless. Yet I could feel them, emotionally. Worried? Scared? Sad? Anger? Happy? Joyful? When each one of the aurora turned into the formless humanoid. I could feel them and strangely, some of them feels too familiar.
I extended my finger to try and touch the humanoid, when it did. A waves of color fills it. It was Khao, sitting on a chair. He was still, as I can see through him, transparent. Worried filled inside Khao right now, as I feel it.
Then I extended my finger to the formless figure beside him. And to my surprise it was Aj. Standing, leaning into something with his phone. I can feel worried, and doubt with him.
Far on my sight, I saw a formless 'aurora' and strangely I feel some kind of pull toward him. While other colours were colourful, this one filled with gloomy and dark colour, sometimes it will brighten up a little bit only for a short period of time. I walk on, toward it. As I touched it...
It was a figure, sitting on a balcony which seems familiar to me. Heads looking down as his long bangs hides his face. Agony, regret, guilt and sadness... Anger? There were so many dark feelings. Who is this guy. How did he live in this darkness everyday? I squatted down to have a good look at this guy.
"Bright?" I mumbled I'm pretty sure I say his name yet I can't even hear my own voice. Seeing his face up close, suddenly a fast playback surged into my memories.
Him standing at the club door.
Him calling my name.
And me falling down.
Ugh! my head hurt!
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Khao was sitting beside Win who was still unconscious, they are still in the infirmary. It has been half an hour since Bright left.
"Should we call his parents?" Aj asked.
"I want too, but we should wait for Win to wake up first." Khao responded.
"I don't know man, I am sure Uncle Tay asked us to call him if anything ever happen." Aj replied.
"I know, but... I get the feeling if they know about this, Win would be mad at us." Khao replied.
Aj just nodded at Khao as he turned to check Win.
"Is he supposed to sweat like this?" Aj speak up as he saw sweats trailed over Win's forehead and arms.
"Huh? What do you mean?" Khao asked as he put his hand on Win's forehead.
"Oh God! he's hot! Aj call up the nurse!"
Just when Aj was about to, Win jolt up from the bed, panting and sweating.
"Win! Win! hey... are you okay? Win?" Khao and Aj called him.
Win looks around, confused as he tries to gather his mind back.
"I remember... I was running..." Win answer....
"Yeah, and you fainted..." Khao replied.
"I was running.... from him... that's not good." Win mumbled.
"What do you mean its not good? You ran from him, Bright. Which is good."
"No, it's not... how am I going to get through this if I can't even fight this.." Win answer back.
"For the record, you are the one who is running away... we didn't even get a change to ask you to do that..." Aj remind Win.
"And if it wasn't for you telling us not to do anything... I would've make that man eat porridge for months..." Khao refute.
Win just smiled hearing this, as he feel Aj hands on his forehead...
"Huh? you said he was hot, how is this hot?" Aj ask. Which made Khao slapped his hand away only to be replaced with his.
"Huh! this is odd, I am pretty sure you were literally burning just now... are you okay now Win?" Khao asked for reassurance.
"Y-yeah, I guess I am..."
"Good that's all I want to hear." His friends were all smiles now.
"I guess we should send you back to your room..." Khao said as he began to tidy up Win's belonging which isn't much.
"Oh wait, I need to make a phone call." Win said before they leave the room.
"Hello Nam?"
"I am sorry something came up, I am going back to my room first..."
"Okay, see you next class. Which is...."
"Wednesday... yeah yeah... okay."
"Who is that?" Aj asked....
"My new friend..." Win replied.
"I am telling you, you need to hide or run if you ever see Bright around. Nothing good will come to you if he's around." Khao began to lecture as they were on their way to Aj's car.
"Geez, stop worrying so much." Win replied softly.
"UHM EXCUSE ME!? Need I to remind you that I am not the one who fainted just seeing him." Khao replied back sassily
"Okay, okay... that just one time, I am sure I'll get through this next time..."
"I hope there won't be a next time." Khao utter before they changed topic.
But deep in his thought, he can't get rid of the feel he felt from his dream. Damn what is this feeling. Is he... seriously okay?
He can't help but to wonder and worried for him. If I want to get better, I need to help myself, little by little and slowly... I can do this.
A/N: Some might find it hard, but I always face my biggest fear face to face. I still remembered the feeling of insecurity, hiding and hoping nobody will know myself. I spend in that dark shell for almost 5 years before I make peace with myself and for the first time, I felt freedom. Just some rant about this nameless FF Author.

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FanfictionMeet Metawin Vihokratana, known as Win . A smart and quiet but sometimes feisty boy who live with his two dad Tay and New. All his life has been normal and continue to be like that with his three mischievous friends. Walking with sheer confidences...