Reality Series #1 [Two Red Lines] COMPLETED

Epilogue

EPILOGUE

"Napakawalang kwentang tao mo. Hindi mo magawang harapin yung responsibilad mo! Tandaan mo 'to, simula sa araw na 'to wala ka ng karapatan batang dinadala ko" she said angrily but her tears continiously rolling down on her cheeks.

I still remain my emotionless face while I'm infront of her.

I keep reminding myself that this is the best thing to do right now. Kahit gustong-gusto ko na siyang yakapin.

I want to say my endless sorry for the harsh words that I've just said. I want to take it back. I want to say that I didn't mean it. That I love her so much and I'm happy that we're having a son.

After she said those words. She walked away.

Masakit na makita siyang pinapanood na lumalakad palayo. Palayo sa'kin. It fucking hurts but I didn't do anything.

I was just staring at her, slowly walking away. Tumulo ang isang butil ng luha ko. For others it's so gay to saw a guy like me, crying. But I don't care.

Mahal na mahal ko 'yon. I love her very much. I love my Zoila but I can't do anything. Hindi ko man lang magawang ipagaban ang babaeng mahal ko.

I can't.

Habang sinasabi ko ang masasakit na salita sa kanya. Doble-doble ang sakit na nararamdaman ko. My heart is breaking into pieces.

Tuwing titingnan ko ang mga mata niyang punong-puno ng sakit at galit para sa'kin. It hurts.

"Haze" pagtawag sa'kin ni Ate.

Pinunasan ko naman agad ang mukha ko at pinahid ang basang parte ng pisngi ko.

"She left already" wala sa sariling sabi ko.

"I can talk to her" she said, still her voice is full of authority.

What should I expect to an army like her?

"No" agad kong tutol.

"Maybe, she can understand" maawtoridad niyang sabi.

"Aalis rin naman ako. Wala ng magbabago doon" I said.

"Haze-" pagkumbinsi pa niya.

"No! I don't want to risk her life and our child's life" I said with finality, even when my voice are shaking.

Nilapitan ako ni Ate at niyakap. I cried on her shoulder that day. The day when the girl I love walk away from me. She envy me but that's okay. It's okay as long as she's safe from my Mom.

After a few minutes. I'm calm and we decided to go inside our house. I'm sure my mother will keep on asking me who's that girl.

Mabuti nalang naalis ko kaagad siya sa harapan ni Mommy.

"Who's that girl Donovan Haze?" mataray niyang tanong.

She's sitting on our expensive couch while sipping on her tea. Nasa tabi naman niya si Daddy na busy sa isang phone call.

"She's nothing" Ate Hazel answered.

"Don't you have manners Hazel! I'm not asking you" she said calmly.

My sister just cross her arms and rolled her eyes. Padabog na umupo ang kapatid ko sa couch, away from Mommy. She's always like that. Keeping distance on our mother.