Chapter 20: 'He didn't c-care...'

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TW: mentions of self-harm
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Keith walked in the front door, tears in his eyes. He knew that Shiro was going to be screaming at him for hours. Keith was gone for the weekend and didn't answer his phone, the typical. Shiro was obviously worried about Keith, and was unaware of his whereabouts. He had a strong feeling that Keith was with the boy he was been seeing recently. Even if Keith was there, he still had no reason to not respond any of Shiro's texts. It worried Shiro and scared him half to death everytime Keith did it. So of course, Shiro had many things to share to Keith.

Keith slammed the door shut, by now tears were falling down his face. He was so upset for so many reasons, all of them beginning with the name Lance. Lance had been so selfish and so fucking rude it hurt Keith so bad. Between rejecting Keith after suggesting to be a couple and fucking him over a desk, Keith was angry. After they had sex, Lance and Keith laid in bed, no words shared, and fell asleep. Like Keith said a few days ago, Lance had been really distant. He wasn't cuddling with Keith, and wasn't giving him the soft kisses. How could he fuck Keith over a desk then just not say anything to him? Sure, he helped Keith change and get comfortable, but Keith wanted affection. He wanted to feel like he was more than a fucking toy. Keith wasn't an object, and apparently Lance didn't know that. Lance said a few things to Keith this morning, but that was it. He didn't even bother to ask why he was in a mood. Keith had a very good reason to be upset.

Keith wanted to scream and throw things. He was in physical and mental pain. How could Lance have sex with him, hurt him, and not even bother to hold him? Keith felt so much hurt, all because of Lance. Lance has hurt Keith so many times in the past month that it was getting in his head. Lance meant so much to Keith, and obviously he didn't know. He didn't know the effect he had on Keith. Everything Lance did had a huge impact on Keith's emotions. No matter how many times Keith said that, Lance didn't understand. Little things like cuddles, kisses and late night talks made Keith feel so special. Lance stopped doing the little things and it broke Keith in such a painful way.

"Keith? Are you home?" Shiro's voice called from what sounded like the basement. Keith wanted to run to his room, he didn't feel like arguing with Shiro. He was already crying, already in a bad mood. Arguing with Shiro was just going to make Keith feel even worse. Keith heard Shiro run up the basement stairs, turning the corner. Shiro's eyes went wide when he saw the tears dripping from Keith's face. "What's wrong?"

Keith ran to Shiro, engulfing him in a hug. He rarely hugged his older brother, but right now Keith needed it. Keith needed to feel love and affection, and he knew his brother would give him what he needed. Shiro was taken aback, but he wasn't going to reject his brother when he needed him. He wrapped his arms around Keith and allowed him to cry into his t-shirt. Keith began to sob as hard as he could, clutching to his brother. "W-We had sex," Keith cried.

Shiro wanted to be mad, he wanted to be so mad. He wanted to yell at Keith and tell him how he was stupid. The way Keith was crying, made him feel bad. Keith was obviously upset and he was hurting, yelling wouldn't help anything. Shiro was happy that Keith was coming to him about these things, and being open with him. Even so, he was disappointed. Keith knew better, and he knew that if he didn't want to do it he should of just said. After their huge argument, Shiro realized he shouldn't stop Keith from doing what he was bound to do some day. Sex was something teenagers did, whether Shiro liked it or not. He just needed to be educated about sex before he did it. Shiro wasn't going to lecture Keith right now, knowing it would make things worse. Right now, he was going to comfort his little brother as much as he could. Shiro was going to help Keith because that is what he was there for. He was there to help and be there for Keith. This is the first time since their fathers death that Keith went to Shiro with his problems. Shiro wasn't about to mess that up.

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