safe haven │ larry stylinson

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Louis' POV

"So, what did you mean with catching up with each other?" Zayn asked, looking at Liam.
"To be honest, I nearly don't know what happened in your lives. I mean, I heard the obvious things like the things they say on the radio 'n stuff. But I didn't want to know what happened in your careers. To be honest, I just wanted to focus on me.. So I don't know that much about your last 5 years..
And Simon thinks we should know what's important about each others careers.."
He seemed to be embarrassed over this but Louis knew what he meant. He had avoided everything Harry-related and didn't get much information about the other boys.

Niall nodded. "Yeah maybe everyone tells what happened in the last 5 years"
Louis agreed and Zayn did so too. "Sounds good"
"K, I'll start. So I produced some things and in December my album 'LP1' was released."
"No tour?" Zayn asked. "No. No tour. I focused on Bear. He turnes 3 this year but y'all know that since everyone send their congrats" He smiled proudly.
"I still love him so much and I've only met him one fucking time" Niall grinned. "He's so cute.."

Louis smiled over the Irish boy while Liam talked to the others about his son.
He loved children as well but he would've never thought that he'd be a father himself.
He had to think back about Harry playing with his little sisters. He was even greater with children than Niall. He would be a perfect father one day. Silently, Louis hoped that he wouldn't. He didn't want to see him with somebody else. But for now, he forced himself to listen as Zayn continued.

"So, I released two albums. 'Mind of Mine' and 'Icarus Falls'. Had a little going on with promotion but that's pretty much it"
As they looked at him, Louis went on.
"Uhm.. I did some stuff at X-factor, being judge and stuff, helping out there. I also released an album called 'Walls'. The tour is planned to take place in 2021. And I have a son. Freddie. But I don't get to see him that much. He lives with his mother"
"He looks just like you!" Niall grinned.

"So I did some things with golf but you guys aren't interested in it, poor souls" He shakes his head. "I also released two albums. 'Flicker' and after that 'Heartbreak Weather'. I also did like a world tour thing but I don't think there will be one with 'Heartbreak Weather' because of our tour. Little sad 'bout that but our tour will be hella awesome!"
Louis smiled again in amusement over the Irish man.

"And you, Harry?" Liam looked at him, waiting for him to answer. Louis looked at him too. He had tried to avoid everything that could have something to do with Harry. Some of his music wasn't avoidable but he tried his best even though he couldn't stop listening to a song once it was played on the radio. One time, he had heard 'Sign Of The Times' and it was stuck in his head afterwards. Harry's voice was too good, too pure and too hurt to forget it. Louis still felt responsible for his pain even after he googled what the song was about - a mother being told she would die after giving birth to her child. He didn't want Harry to be in pain. To be hurt. But it was too late. Again, his thoughts were interrupted. This time it was Harry's voice that caught his attention.

"Yeah..uhm.. I released two albums. First one was self-titled with a little movie about the writing process-" "That was lit!" Niall smiled at him in suprise and Harry smiled back at him. "There was a tour too. Second album was 'Fine Line' and I nearly finished the small tour by now-"
"Small? Holy it was huge! The best show I've ever been too!" Niall exclaimed.
"You went to one of his shows?" Zayn asked, looking at Niall who nodded in excitement.
"Hold up, you said it was nearly finished? It's not done yet?"
Liam looked at him, questioning.
Harry shook his head. "No, there's one last show on Saturday"
"Hell, we should all go there together! That would be amazing!" Niall's eyes shined.
Liam agreed, looking at Harry. "Would that be ok, Harry?"
Louis didn't want to go there. He didn't want to see him perform on stage. He didn't want to see what he could never have again.
"Sure, if you want to. Y'all want to come?"
Damn.
"You can damn well count on me" Niall grinned what made Harry smile. Damn, that smile. He would in fact do everything for this smile. "Sure, I'm on board" Liam said and Zayn agreed. "Lou, you have to see him on stage! It's incredible"
"Uhm...sure. I'll be there"