Let Me Be Enough (dracoxreader)

Anger filled tears

Another day, another DADA class. Stepping foot in the class meant getting another glare from Umbridge.

Class started and it was way too quiet it made me have my guard up. That is until Harry started arguing again about how unprepared we will be in the outside world.

"Detention! Mr Potter," Umbridge said. "That's not fair! He's only saying the truth, you can deny it all you want but the Dark Lord is out there and when he attacks we won't be prepared!" I said and I stood up.

"Would you like to join Mr Potter for detention as well Miss Law?" She said with a stern tone. I glared at her feeling my blood boil, I felt a hand be placed over my hand and looked to see Malfoy.

He shook his head lightly and mouthed the words "the baby". I looked over to Ron who was worried and kept mouthing the same words. I looked to Umbridge again.

"No," I said as I sat back down. I felt bad, bad that Harry had to deal with that awful detention. I looked down at my work as I heard Umbridge chuckle.

"Finally making the right decision.. for the first time from what I know," she said looking at my stomach then back to my face.

I felt my hands become fists as I was being filled with anger once again. I put a hand on my stomach and the anger turned into sadness. I had to be stronger for my baby, I can't let myself be overwhelmed.

I felt my eyes start to fill with tears but I quickly wiped them away. "It's going to be okay," whispered Malfoy.

Once class ended I went with the trio. "Y/n you really have to be more careful, remember what Madam Pomfrey told you," said Ron. I nodded.

"Quidditch try outs are this week," Ron said. "You'll do brilliant," Harry said. I agreed and made my way to my next class.

Once classes were over I made my way to my dorm. I laid on my bed and talked to my baby some more. It's become a habit I guess, but I can't help telling the baby how my day went. As I talked to my baby I couldn't help but feel a small baby bump. I smiled as I continued to feel it.

Soon it was time for dinner and I made my way to the Great hall, as I was close by I felt someone grab my arm.

"Why do you seem so happy?" Malfoy asked. I smiled at him, I grabbed his hand and placed it on my stomach. "Do you feel it?" I asked eagerly.

I saw a small smile form on his lips, "Your baby bump, it's starting to form," he said. I nodded as I kept smiling, I didn't notice I had my hand over his.

"Oh..uh, guess you should go tell Weasley," he said removing his hand and walking off. He sounded upset and I felt bad he still didn't know it was his child, but I couldn't help but still feel happy.

I walked to the Great hall and sat down next to the twins and trio.

"Why so happy?" George asked. "Give me your hand," I said. He gave me his hand and I placed it on my baby bump. "Wicked!," he said smiling.

"Freddie your baby is growing," George said. Fred looked at him with a smile, I placed Fred's hand on my stomach. "Woah, our baby," he said with a big smile.

The food appeared on the table and Fred stacked my plate up. "Fred, I won't be able to eat so much," I said. "You're eating for our baby too, you have to eat enough for both of you," he said.

"Freddie I know that, but this is too much," I laughed as I looked at the plate. He realized how much he actually put and laughed. "I guess you're right love," he said.

I ate some of the food, he put on my plate and left the rest there. Once dinner was over we all made out way to the dorms. I left towards my dorm happily with Fred by my side.

We got to my dorm and we went to my bed. "Soon enough you'll be showing," he said referring to my stomach. I nodded, "I'll happily have my baby bump," I said.

I drifted to sleep as Fred and I cuddled up together on my bed.

It was the day of the Quidditch try outs, Ron was more than excited, he wouldn't stop talking about it all day. Of course Harry wasn't going to be there since he managed a detention with Umbridge.

Every time I was in that classroom I felt myself boil with anger. I wanted to snap back and put Umbridge in her place, she treated Harry horribly, and only ever told us lies.

I felt more useless than ever in that class, but I couldn't let my emotions take over, I had to control myself for my baby's sake.

After class had ended I watched Harry go to Umbridge's office. I waited outside hoping Harry didn't have that much pain. After a while I watched him come out, stumbling over himself as if he were drunk.

I helped him to the Gryffindor common room and as soon as we walked in Ron ran to us. "Harry! I tried out for Keeper at the tryouts! I'm on the team!" He said.

"Y/n why are you here?" He asked confused. Harry's legs give out as he falls to the floor.

"Harry, bloody hell what happened?!" Ron yelled. I watched at the twins, Ron and Hermione helped him up, I was going to as well but Fred didn't let me, "y/n you're pregnant, don't strain yourself," he said.

I was upset I couldn't help but walked over to where they put Harry. "He has to be taken to the Hospital wing," Hermione said.

Harry shook his head, "Can't... give Umbridge... satisfaction," he said.

"You said she was just making you do lines," Ron said. "She has a special quill, it works with our blood," I said.

"The day y/n was in the hospital, when she nearly lost the baby, she had just finished writing lines," Fred said.

"How many times have you had detention?" Hermione asked. "More than I can count," Harry said.

"That bitch! She's so sick!" I yelled. Fred grabbed my hand, "calm down love, the baby," he said.

I pulled my hand away, "I'm pregnant!, I can still do things Fred, I can still feel emotions when I want to!" I yelled at him and walked to my dorm.

(Harry's POV)

Hermione kept trying to convince me to tell Dumbledore but I couldn't, it would give too much satisfaction to Umbridge.

I went to the boys dorm to sent a letter to Sirius. "You can't send a letter, letters are being intercepted," Hermione said.

"I wrote in in code, it's fine," I said. I left to the owlry and sent my letter off with Hedwig. As I was leaving Cho walked in, she was sending a package.

"You know it's brave what you did, standing up to Umbridge and all," she said.

"Someone had to, y/n can't anymore, or the baby you know, plus everything I say is the truth," I said. She nodded and gave me a smile before I walked out.

(Y/n's POV)

I walked out of the Gryffindor common room angered. I'm so useless, all because of this baby. I made it to my dorm and instantly fell to my knees, I felt the anger once again turn to sadness.

I felt my eyes fill with tears and roll down my cheeks. "Bloody hell I'm useless to them," I cried out.